Tuesday, December 22, 2009

汤圆

我忘了前年有没有吃汤圆,印象中应该有吧!
我已忘了去年的冬至,我是否也有品尝汤圆。
今年的冬至,我不敢想我有没有机会吃汤圆。
因为,二零零九年的冬至,我还在外面工作。
当我要回家时,那已是冬至过后的第三天了。
不知道我那最近才温暖起来的家还有汤圆吗?
不知道我那最近学会体谅的妈妈有做汤圆吗?
不知道我那一直都在操劳的爸爸有吃汤圆吗?
人家总是告诉我,吃了汤圆就等于老了一岁。
如果是这样,我倒不想爸爸妈妈吃了老一岁。
有哪一位子女是希望自己的爸妈越吃越老呢?
但每年的冬至,我却希望我弟弟吃了大一岁。
真的好希望他快高长大,思想成熟乖乖听话。
这样一来,弟弟就可以不必再让我们操心了。
安顺的阿姨应该会有做汤圆给我姐姐品尝吧?
虽然不是妈妈做的,不过希望姐姐吃得开心。
在安顺的她现在有工作,不再让我们担心了。
虽然老家只有我爸妈和弟弟三人一起过冬至,
但我希望他们和平地快乐地享受冬至和汤圆。
当我回家时,冬至过了,汤圆没了都不要紧。
因为,我那慢慢温暖起来的家才是最重要的!

在此,希望各位在这个冬至吃了汤圆大团圆!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

孩子们,加油!

结束了,一切都结束了。
就在星期四,伴我成长生活营落幕了。
长达四个星期的假期生活营,
哭过的哭过了,笑的也笑过了。
一路上看着他们的改变,
我们都笑了,意味着他们进步了。
虽然还是有一些问题学生,
但我们还是对他们有一点点的期望。
星期三是生活营的最后第二天,
连老师因为家事而提早离开。
同学们对连老师依依不舍,
再加上伤感的音乐从我电脑播放出来,
他们早已在连老师的致词中落泪。
嘉淇,连老师最疼的一个学生。
她并不知道她妈妈因为难产而去世了,
所以连老师对她特别照顾。
在连老师走了以后,
嘉淇亲手画了连老师,
再抱着那幅图画痛哭。
那场面真叫人心酸啊!
星期四,生活营的最后一天了。
有的男生穿的很帅,很有型。
有的女生打扮得漂漂亮亮。
最后一天了,他们当然是尽情地玩。
阿彬,是个坏蛋懒惰虫。
前一天因为一直说谎而被我罚了。
但在星期四时,他穿得帅帅的,
也把那件事忘到干干净净了。
他又跑又跳,真拿他没办法。
院长就跟他说了一句话。
“我知道你今天很靓仔,很帅,
但是靓仔不是大完的,
所以不要过分地跑到这样。”
老师们都笑饱了。哈哈!
在候老师为他们准备最后的游戏时,
我却负责和他们谈谈心。
以下是邱老师给他们的话:
今天是大家的最后一天了。
你们再也看不到老师,
你们再也见不到老师生气,
再也看不到老师骂你们,
再也不会看到老师处罚你们。
老师还是希望你们继续进步。
你们不用为老师而哭...
我们也不值得你们为我们哭。
因为老师很凶,很坏蛋,
时常骂你们,时常用藤条打你们。
不管怎样,老师都是为你们好。
生活营结束后,你们就等于毕业了。
你们都长大了,是时候懂事了。
你们都不能再那么任性调皮了。
答应老师乖乖听话,好不好?
说到这里,他们的头都低了下来。
虽然心里难受,他们还是说了“好!”
游戏过后,茶会就开始了。
一些学生还会拿食物给我们吃,
果然是教导有方啊!哈哈!
之后,院长宣布获胜的组别是小虎。
他们本来是排在第二的,
之后因为他们的努力和团结,
超越星星组而拿下第一名。
最后我们有最佳作文奖,
霆浩的确是有写作天分的。
接下来就是最佳进步奖,
文浩是真的进步了很多。
以前他一直都会有负面的想法,
现在他都改观了,拥有了正面想法。
最佳女学员是Jessica...
只要她改掉那小小的缺点,
她就真的是一个又乖又踊跃的女生。
进杰就是最佳男学员,
他自己也没想到可以拿奖。
无可否认,他真的很符合那些条件。
之后他告诉我说他不是好学员。
我劝他说,这都是老师们的决定。
我们都认同是哪个人就是那个人。
“老师们都对你有信心,
我们都相信你可以做到的,
为什么你对自己那么没有信心呢?
你也不小了,会照顾其他人了,
要告诉自己是可以的,知道吗?”
他听了点点头,说了:“ 知道!”
过后,老师们就好象开签唱会一样。
大部分的学生都拿着礼物给我们签名。
当天,我们拍了很多很多的照片。
这些都是我们在星光的回忆。
眼看老师与学生们一个一个地离开,
我才知道我有多不舍这个生活营,
多不舍这里的每一个老师每一位学生。
连老师说的一点也没错,
世上没有不散之席。
有一天,我们还是要分开。
不要因为这次的分离而感到悲伤难过。
老师希望你们不要放弃,努力向前冲。
以后有缘有的话,我们还会再相聚的。
现在,让我们一起加油!加油!

Monday, December 14, 2009

cooperation

yesterday, i followed seow yen's car to pwtc for edu fair. thanks a lot, uncle & aunty! well... i took some informations of courses from there bcoz i dunno what course shud i choose & study for my future. haih... wat a big problem now. i collected MBBS course for cl. and biotech or nursing for me as well...
today, we were so angry wit the monkeys. complained tis, complained tat... but well, we carried out a special activity today. it was cooking! teachers had to brings the team members went for the market to buy the ingredients wit onli RM12.00. =.= they were so so so excited.
our team decided to prepare a pot of soup. tats my idea ok? haha... teachers had onli giv them advices but not cook for them. so i asked them to insert the chicken cubes to boil the water n put fishballs 1st. and then taufu... after tat the purple vegetable! and then bla bla bla... siap!! we were the faster!! haha... after tat, my team members quarreled. i talked a lot to them wit some advices. i know they understood wat i said bcoz they felt guilty. haha...
one group prepared fruit n vegetables. another one was tang yuan... we waited for our principal to judge the result. but she asked us to try aso. wahaha... i liked my team's soup lo... the other teachers said NICE!! haha... finally, principal gav the no 1 for my team! yeah!!! the children were so happy. well... finally, all the soup finished by them. i onli tried for 3 spoons lo... T.T
well... i think they start to know wat s cooperation and the power collected by all the members together. i saw some improvement in tat team today. they were no more bising, no more gaduh, no more marah... keep it on, children. u all can do the best! gud luck!! =)

Saturday, December 5, 2009

一只大狼

你只会说你知道他们在想什么,
你只会说他们心里其实有心机,
你也只会说他们已开始作怪了。
但是,为什么你不想想你自己?
你知道你的心里在想些什么吗?
你不觉得你自己也会有心机吗?
你不认为自己也开始在作怪了?
你的眼神一天比一天更恐怖了,
让我们都一致认同对你有意见。
你对人的态度已开始变回原形,
让我们不得已对你有极大防备。
其实最有心机的是你这只大狼!
其实早就作怪的是你这只坏蛋!
你那一副正正经经好好人的脸,
真的让我们被你欺骗了好几天。
人不可貌相,海水不能斗量啊!
难怪会有那么多人见到你就跑。
你怎么看不清楚你有的是什么?
为何还不甘心地去争取别人的?
难道你不知道就因为你的自私,
就会造成你四周围的人受苦吗?
是不是这样你就会活得更开心?
为何你的思想越来越恐怖变态?
我们是从你的讲话语气得知的。
你不用偷偷地神秘地观察我们,
你有胆这样我们也有胆那样的。
我只想在这里告诉你这只大狼,
虽然报应还没找上你家的洞口,
但我相信迟早你会一无所有的。

Thursday, November 26, 2009

老师的第二天

不知不觉,在那里教了两天。
虽然不能再迟一点起来,
虽然放工的时候会很累,
但是我还相当满意现在的生活。
总觉得比以前更充实了,
满足感也在增加了。
他们都很乖,很听话。
当然,小孩也有顽皮的时候。
但是在我心中,他们算好多了。
有满,我知道你喜欢领导大家。
但有时候其他人会对你的处事方法有意见哦!
领导者不能每一次都那么霸道的。
Hanson,不是很handsome,
是老师们眼中的坏蛋王。
他是我的学生,所以印象非常深刻。
半小时内只给我抄几个字,其他同学都做完了。
你说我气不气?骂了又骂还是一样。
下次抄快一点可以吗?
因为这样会浪费其他人的时间。
俊翰,最近很爱粘着我,一直要我加分数。
听话就加咯!还是那句话。哈哈!
阿彬,我班上的肥仔,功课还不错,
他是蛮听话的,只是很爱讲话。
颖贤,它是超爱哭的小少爷。
他说不要就是不要,我也没办法。
I don't want! 是他天天的口头禅。
俊杰,他很可爱,是个聪明的孩子。
所有功课都难不到他,但有时也会粗心。
如萍,头脑比较不好,但她很乖。
她会帮我擦白板或其他事情。
李欣,你做姐姐的应该以身作则。
你再这样懒下去的话,
你的妹妹就要超越你了。
欣桐,相当好学的孩子。
她也是还蛮乖巧的。
Christopher,他是很可爱的。
也算是个听话的孩子。
今天生病了,要喝多多水哦!
俊豪,最吵最多话的一个小男生。
他每次都把老师们的岁数猜到很老才甘愿。
晓册,名字很特别的一个女生。
她是今天新来的一个可爱妹妹。
她的妈妈要求她在这里至少学到七的乘法表。
这就是我下星期的任务啦!
她很好玩,有的玩她就不要妈妈了。
还有很多爱玩的小朋友,
我无法在这里一一说出来。
很多学生的名字,我还不太会记得。
但是老师会尽量把每一个人的名字都记住的。
就给我几天的时间好不好?
你们看!才两天我就记住了十几个名字叻!
和你们一起唱歌跳舞,玩游戏,吃午餐,
给你们不同方式的补习,你们开心吗?
下星期,我会与你们进行一连串的活动,
保证你们假期也不觉得闷。

Sunday, November 22, 2009

cousin's wedding

last tuesday...
i went back to tk after my last paper in tarc n my lunch at gk. in the evening, i straight away went to kampar for my cousin's wedding party. yea, a 2 hours journey made me so so so tired. when i reached there, i was only ate ate ate wat my brother took for me. haha... and my biggest cousin brother asked me to drink wit him. my mum, my sis and my brother aso kena... i said carlsberg but he brought tiger for us. wat the hell... i think he was already mabuk b4 we start to drink. tiger aso no prblem la... den we keep joking joking n joking at that nite.
the next day...
they all called me woke up in the early morning... my mum asked all the gals gals n boys boys follow my cousin go to fetch the bride. learn the tricks tat prepared by the "sisters", kononnya. den we ma go lo... 1st time to be "brother". hoho... but i learnt nothing at all. haha... after tat, we back home again for drinking tea n taking angpau, of course! ^^
in the evening...
we had the wedding dinner at kampar. there were 6 tables for my cousin's malay frens. the decoration was so so so beautiful. i thought the theme was "romantic". haha... the nanyang siang pau n magnum had sponsored wat wat wat bla bla bla... the musics in the dinner were soft n nice. no sing k at tat nite. my cousin asked a band from kl to perform their shows all the time. RM15,000 for the band! oh my god... the wedding cake was came out by itself from the bottom of table. firecrackers were light up when my cousin n his wife cut the cake. so romantic... the wedding photos which shown on the 2 big screens were so nice. RM12,000 for only the wedding photos. no wonder so beautiful la... my cousin spent a lot of money on his wedding, i think. after the dinner, i went back to tk. i reached tk was already midnite.
and tis few days i did nothing at home. eating, watching, playing n sleeping... but now i already at kl. i will start to find a job tomolo. nope, some jobs... gud luck to myself la... n nowadays the crimes is serious-ing. pls lock the door immediately when u come out or go in. be kful wit ur handphones, handbags n wallets...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Random Post

I knew you did all the best for us. Thanks for all... And once again, happy birthday to Qiao Er and Chin Pu. Keep charming everyday!!

I'm here, KL. Ready for my study life. I talked a lot with my dad during my holidays. About my study... About my brother, my sister and even my mum. We went out for dinner at the same restaurant for 4 days. First day, my dad invited my neighbour who lived alone. His children never come back during the holidays. Some were busying with their new jobs, some of them busying dating, as I heard. Now I know... The children getting bigger, the lesser the time to spent with their family. So I will appreciate the time that I spent with my dad and my brother start from now.

Since my mum back from Singapore, I became more silent. I don't like to talk in front of her. I knew there was a problem which was a big gap between of us. And we never solve it... I had tried to talk with my mum but I failed. Sorry, give me some time please.

I was studied and practising the exercises of complex number in Pure Maths yesterday. I found that I lost a lots. And now I tried to find it back. Somebody told me that it was not too late. I hoped so... I have to rush and rush... To complete all the papers.

My target for tonight is : Biology. I will start from gene technology in textbook. But now... Waiting for movie -- WHERE GOT GHOST?! Yeah!!!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Movie for 3 girls

Today no class right? But I miss out 09:09:09 on 09/09/09. I was in my dream at that time. Today was my holiday after trial exam. Yea, I went out for a movie with two sam pat girls. We planned to watch Vengeance since yesterday. I was the head, I think. Wahaha... Shu Ying was the secretary. She checked for us the movie's showtime and bla bla bla... And Siew Lee did nothing! Nothing!! She was busy wtf-ing with her line ( as I know ). Haha...

We met at KLCC LRT Station today. Siew Lee and I were shocked when we saw Shu Ying today. OMG!!! Short skirt with high heels!! We never see her with short skirt and high heels de lo... Such a pretty girl who looked mature... And she was so tall with her heels. Totally different compared to her look in college. Really totally different!! Siew Lee and me were talking about her non-stop. Haha... Very beautiful lo... Suitable with white colour lo... And bla bla bla lo...

Before our lunch, we went to buy the tickets. I noticed that the Malay boy never pay attention when we bought the tickets. I asked them in Mandarin, " do you notice that he is looking at Shu Ying only?" Haha... Shu Ying shy shy le... Of course la... Pretty girl what?! We took Mcdonald as our breakfast + lunch. Talking a lot of funny funny things... Yea, we were lame. No, Siew Lee and me were lame. She was the lame queen what...

Well... The show was about 2 hours. It was about a man and his family were killed. His father-in-law wanted to find out the murderer and he asked for help from 3 men. We were shocked because of the sound of their weapons. So high the volume... Sometimes, some part of the story quite funny. And Shu Ying who sat beside me was laughing non-stop. Yea, the fatty very cute. Haha... But I only could see all the people were sat at the 2 back rows of seats. What the hell... The others were empty! Because of this, we could hear the sound of laugh from somebody. Yea, that was Shu Ying. Not only her la... Me and Siew Lee also liked 2 sam pat girls la... Suddenly, Siew Lee got a message from Ah Loke who saw us walking around KLCC. Wah... His observation quite good.

We went back at 4 something by LRT. I was so so so tired when I arrived home. Shu Ying showed me a video. What the biggest wit....? I almost vomit at that time. So unbelieveable! What the hell to show me that thing? Yerrrr... At night, I felt that I was not feeling well. My body was cold and I got headache. Was I too tired? Or what else?

Good night, everyone. The first class for later is 8:00am. Back to normal life...



10/09/2009 (0037)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

一条蛇的启发

那天晚上,我和弟弟在家里。突然,我弟说他要和朋友出去喝茶。这也难怪他,家里只有两个人,难免会闷的。我说:“早点回来。”之后他就出门了。他出门没多久,我便从书房里走出来,准备看看电视打发时间。坐在懒惰椅上,让我一瞬间地想起我家的四周围。后面是河,有时还会无意间看到大大只的四脚蛇。隔壁都是草丛,好久都没打理了。就在这时候,我的脑海里出现了之前有蛇爬进我家门口的画面,然后都是被我爸爸抓到。不知道为什么,对着电视的我突然有一种预感,心想:不知道今天会不会又有蛇跑进来呢?我站了起来,往我家门口的方向走去。我的天啊!我呆住了。竟然有一条黑色瘦瘦的蛇卷着我家门口!我第一时间就吓倒了。为什么整个画面都在我预料之中?为什么我所想的事情都发生了?为什么?我无法解释。我拿起手机,马上打给在外的爸爸。毕竟我一个女生也无法做什么。我一直望着那条蛇,还是不明白为什么它会出现在我的预言中?它是不是在暗示我什么事情?这时候,我的邻居走过来了,他说是我爸爸打电话给他的。我告诉他,门口有条蛇。他拿了一支长长的树枝,钩起了那条蛇。之后把它给打死了。我向他说了谢谢,他也走了。那时,我已没心情看电视节目了。那条蛇依然还在我脑海中,不愿离去。我再想,是不是把一件事情想得太入神,就会出现在现实生活中?那为什么我一直想着要发达,但是我还是没有发达呢?这会不会是一种念力呢?其实,我们脑袋所想的,很多时候都会与生活息息相关的。但有时候,我们万万没想到,有些事情来得太突然了,所以有点措手不及地去面对它。有人说,成功都是因为有梦想。但是,只有梦想,没有努力,会成功吗?

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

My brother was grew up!

I went back last week, since I had 2 weeks never go back already. My mum was not at home. She went to Singapore for her job. And my sister... She started to work finally!! She stayed at home for don't know how many days, how many months or how many years already. Haha... And now she is staying with my aunt at Teluk Intan for working.

My brother had fever when I reached home. "What doctor said?" I asked him. "Normal fever only. Taking medicines now..." He spoke to me softly. I was walking around my house. Not bad! Even my house had no any girl or woman nowadays, my house still tidy and clean. I can't imaging that, 2 males could take care of the cleaness of the house.My brother did all the houseworks! And he is only 15 years old and 10 months now.

He mopped the floor. I almost fall down because of the slippery floor. He actived the washing machine to wash all the clothes, included my T-shirts and pants also. He folded all the clothes. He knew how to keep all the things. He did everything. Once again, he did all the houseworks!! My dad had to work. He had not enough time to take care of my brother. So my brother went to school by bicycle, went to tuition by bicycle. He took breakfast and lunch alone at outside, I think. Sometimes, he took the meals at home to save money. On Friday, even his was sicked to have the fever, but he still attended all the classes, went by himself on bicycle. For me, I will skip the classes you know?

He heard to me. He did revision on his study. He would ask me if he faced some problems. He seldom take pocket money from my dad. On Sunday morning, I took him went for breakfast. I paid with RM50. "Why don't tell me just now? I have small cash ma..." He said. "Never mind la... The money have to be used also." I told him. Even he seldom get the pocket money from my dad, he still think to pay for me.I felt heart-touched. He changed a lot. I could see that... Before I started my journey went back to KL, I told him. "Study hard ah... If you need money, just tell me." "Emm..." He answered me. Then he helped me to put the things into my car.

My brother started to grow up. He really became obedient. I think my dad will be very happy. I felt satisfied because he became mature. I think he started to know how to take care of himself without the help of anybody. And I will appreciate what he did during the period of 3 females were not at home. I m proud of you, brother. Thanks a lot, brother.

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On Monday morning, I woke up so so so early. Everyone was same with me la... Our purpose was to check our AS Level result! I checked SY's result first. And I told her result by sms. She was shocked and called me immediately. Yea, she got a good result. "Really? Really or not?" She asked me the same question don't know how many times already. Haiya... SY, I will not lie to you de la... Relax a bit! Haha... I think she was shouting in the LRT at that time. Malu la... Please don't shout in the LRT next time. If not, Ah Gong Ah Mak will be shocked because of you leh! Haha... And I got a normal result. Ok la... But I don't really satisfy with the Maths. I expected a higher gred for my Maths. WTH... So sad about this. Well... It was passed.

That day, JC, SL, SY, CL and me went to sing k at Sg. Wang for celebration. After that, we went for a movie--Overheard. Quite satisfied with the movie. Well... We faced some problems when we back. Only a bit error la... Sorry, SY. I never think about something. And I... Yea, I felt sorry to you. Sorry to SY and sorry to everyone...

SY had explained to me at night. But I still wan to say sorry lo... The next day morning, SY came to my house. We talked a lot about the incident. Emm... Let it pass ba...

I haven't tell my dad about my result. Give me some time. I will explain to him de. I m going to stop here. And stop "ordering" me please... I m tired.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

无知与成熟

有时候,有些事情,
都有很多很多的可能性。
每当我们选择相信其一时,
都会跟着自己的感觉走下去。
但是后来才发现,
自己的想法比别人的多绕了一大圈。
尝试慢慢地走到终点,
却发现已没有机会走出来。
就这样,时间被浪费了。
精神与努力也被消耗了。
自信心也随着破碎了。
人大了,压力也自然多了。
不是每个人都能克服压力,
但是每个人都能寻求快乐。
活在压力的世界中,
其实快乐也是存在的。
每个人往往都说自己有压力,
那是因为他们拥有负面的想法。
为什么别人一开始就想到了,
而我却还在原地呢?
为什么我选了这条路,
但后来才知道我错了,
而别人的那条路才是对的?
我不断想了又想,
才知道不是观察力的问题,
而是自己做的努力不够好。
从头到尾,我只是在敷衍自己!
我自认思想已经成熟了,
其实最无知的是我自己。
所谓“人生短短几十年”,
我的时间也不多了。
我无法预知自己什么时候离开。
但我却还有许多未完成的任务。
我决定在我离开前达成我的目标。
所以,我应该学习成熟了。


p/s:如果你知道我所表达的真言,希望你与我一同努力。谢谢。

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

胃痛

忘了对“大姐”的承若,
觉得有点对不起她。
明知道她对我的担心,
我却不会想。

嘉儿大姐,
我答应过你。
每天要准时用餐,
不能再让自己胃痛。

才忘了吃一餐午饭,
我的胃就开始不听话了。
原以为是小事,
头晕却开始来了。

去吃晚饭时,
下了order肚子就很疼。
我几乎就快没有力气了。
我马上撑住走去买面包吃。

幸亏我吃了那面包,
不然我就倒在地上了。
它补充了我10%的力量,
让我还有机会吃完我的晚餐。

我进入了半昏迷的状态。
发信息也会发错,
只忙着跟人家讲sorry。
自己真的很没用。

没痛就好,
再痛的话就吃药。
真的好痛苦,
我不要了啦!

嘉儿大姐,
我以后会记得吃饭了啦!

Monday, July 20, 2009

Waiting for you

Long period ago...
I was waiting "somebody".
I' m waiting for you...
I' m waiting for you...
I' m waiting for you to enter my life.
Then, I sure EAT you!!!
Waiting you, damn Streamyx!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

Undecided

Blood: The Last Vampire
"Nak Blood, 4 orang..."
"Cik, movie ni 18 baru boleh tengok lah..."
"Huh? Saya tahu la..."
"Tapi you sudah 18 ke?"
"Ya lah... Saya sudah 18 laaaa...."
"Nanti sana akan check IC tau?"
"Check ma check la...."
"Tengok IC awak?"
It was going to start.
She still need me to show my IC?
Ok, fine. Can you see the number 90xxxx?
I face this kind of problem everytime...
When I want to buy above 18 de movies' tickets.
Waste my time you know?
But I still enjoy the Blood...
I admired that Korean girl.
Such a brave and powerful girl.
Quite chun when she was fighting...

I never piss off on you that day.
Althought you talked loudly to me.
Because I felt regreted at that time.
I shouldn't say that to u...
On the special day for you...
Because that day was Father's Day.

I found that I was lost my way.
I don't know what can I do.
I 'm going to stop...
But would you agree?
I really don't want to hurt you anymore.
I want to try myself...
To get what I want.
I promise, when I start to work...
I will pay back what you paid on me before.

Sorry, dad.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Update recently

I had long time did not update already.
Yea, I know. Sorry for everything.
Since I opened the blog, I found a lot of changes!
Well... Its ok for me. I m not changing.

I went to Genting last Friday.
With my hometown friends in one car.
Enjoy ourselves, definitely...

About the gathering, sorry.
Sorry to QE, dear.
I really had my personal problems.
I really can't attend at that time.
Still got next time?

Start to study well now.
If not, I will regret I think.
Spent a lot on TARC...
NO, is in this one and half year.
I would like to pay back.

Have to leave now...

p/s: He was died. And I can't save him. Sorry...

Monday, May 11, 2009

Bukit Tinggi Trip

I thought my family would come to visit me yesterday.
Well... They didn't. My dad had to busy at Kampar.
Yen Yen was coming, with her cute pinky bag...
After that was Siew Lee, with her sleepy face...
Come on, Siew Lee... 很委屈你咩?拜托...
I drove Leong went to hostel to find Tharma.
When I back to my house, they started to study.
Yen online here after she finished her Pure Maths.
While, the sleepy Lee went to my room...
What she did? She slept in my room! OMG!
I can't imaging that how sleepy she was. Haha...
Yen had to back early because of Mother's day.
And we entered the room to kacau Lee to wake up.
Hahahaha... Her face really like a sleepy pig!!!

Me, Leong, Lee and Tharma went to Jusco.
We had our lunch at Madam Lim.
My coke was finished before my food was delivered.
Because the weather was really really damn hot...
Furthermore, somebody curi my coke!!!
I was not stupid, ok? I curi back also! Haha...

We planned to go out for relaxing after our lunch.
Smimming? Waterfall? Ulu Yam? Or Genting?
Finally, Bukit Tinggi!!! I never go there before.
"Ooi... Really ah?" "Sure or not?" "Now?"
"Ya la... I m serious!" Leong looked like very serious.
Then we bought some food and drinks to go there.
We went to Lee's house first to change her clothes.
Siew Lee, you explain so much to your dad and grandma.
Haha... Well, I knew that they would worry about you.
The weather was comfortable when we went up the hill.
If the weather of TBR also like this, how good...
The view at there was very beautiful. Relaxing...
Lee was so bust to cam here and cam there.
Siew Lee, you really liked a little girl... you know?
Japanese village? French city ah? I don't know their name.
But I really like them. I loved the buildings so much.
We had cam a lot of pictures. Leong was so perasan!
After few hours, 3 of us were tired and had a seat at there.
But the little girl can still walk here and walk there.
She can still cam here and cam there, include the flowers!
"We really old already. You see, we are so tired now.
And that girl still walk around to take pictures"
I told Leong and Tharma. They just smiling...
We enjoyed ourselves, althought exam was coming.
We went back after we had our dinner at SSL Wansa Maju.

Tharma was tired. He looked like a fish without water.
Haiya... All of us also tired la...
A good day... Wednesday start to exam.
See you...

Friday, May 8, 2009

Good Luck, Everyone!

ANGRY!!!

Angry with...???

STOP IT, Mr LAME...
I really cannot tahan with you already, man!
Don't let all of us feel angry with you, ok?

Give me a break, man.

Yesterday.
First time to try McFlurry...
EXTREMELY DELICIOUS!!!
I love it! Hehe...
Thanks for Yen Yen to let me try ya!
Next time I belanja you back...

Exam is coming...
MATHS, BIO, CHEMISTRY...

Maths = Pure math + Applied math
My pure math ok la...
Normal lo...
But Applied math, DIE...
At least can get B ma?

Biology = can pass or not woh?
About plants' lives la...
I m not a plant, ok?
What heart attack la...
What the hell DNA la...
What scary diseases la...
What immunity la...
I haven't understand yet la!!!

Chemistry = Haih...
I hate calculation so much!
I only know that...
This one mix with that one...
That one mix with another one...
Finally, mixture = BOOM!!!
My head boom...
My brain boom!!!

Everything is BOOM!!!
Oh... I almost forget that!
Loh asked me to do something la...

Well... Once again.
Good luck for every candidate.
Gambateh ya...
Headache already.
Good luck for myself also...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

No solutions

If you don't understand about me,
no points for you to discuss about me!

Thanks for lending me your ears.
Thank you! Thanks a lot...

Because I never tell anyone about that.
It was stayed in my heart for 8 months already.

Ya, I told somebody before.
Not you, but it was my dear puppy.

I could see from his eyes.
Even he was understood me since...

He would look at me when I sad.
He would listen quietly what I said.
He would 'consult' me when I cried.
He would be here when I need him.

Feel better now.
After I voiced out my feeling yesterday.

But there was no any solution.
Everyone is avoiding...

Not yet settle...
Not yet finish...

Problems are present at anywhere.
So... Conclusion = No solutions!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Dad, I'm grow...

11th April 2009 - Happy Birthday to GUAT LIAN!
She is 19 now. And I have to wait for 8 months to get 19.
12th April 2009 - Happy Birthday to my DAD!!
He is 56 years old already. He already got his white hair.

Yesterday was Sunday. Yea... My dad's birthday.
On Saturday, I asked him.
"Ba, you got work tomorrow?"
"Yes, but I think I will back early.
What time you back to KL tomorrow?"
"Errmm... I think about 3-4pm gua..."
"3-4pm ah? I think I already come back at that time.
Still can see you before you go!"
He still have the mood to make a joke?
But I know he miss me a lot. Hehe...
"Bring your brother go for a hair cut tomorrow ya!"
"Ok ok..." I promised my dad.

I woke up early on Sunday.
But my dad went out for working already.
I sent my brother to have the breakfast,
and also to the tuition centre.
"11am, er jie. ( 2nd sis )" my brother reminded me.
"Ok, 11am we go for hair cut." I replied him.

We wanted to have the hair cut at Wong's saloon.
But the gate was locked. Haih... Never mind.
Then I drove him went to another saloon.
After having his hair cut, a handsome guy was born. :-p
When we back to Wong's saloon, the gate was opened.
Argh... Then I had a hair cut at there finally.
After that, we went to buy a cake for my dad.
I met my cousin who was older than me for 25 years.
He was same age with my mum, ok?
"What are you doing at here?" he asked.
"I want to buy a fruit cake for my dad,
today is his birthday. But here got no the cake."
"You try to find the fruit cake in another shop.
I think Sweety got this kind of cake."
Yea, I bought the beautiful fruit cake finally,
with the words "Happy Birthday, Dad."
And we were waiting for my dad at home after that.

I waited for him until I slept on the sofa.
And I got a call from Leong about 3pm.
He asked me to back to KL early,
because we had to shift into new house.
"But my dad haven't back yet."
"Call him la.....!"
"Ok, I call him now."
I started to get my dad's phone number.
"Ba, when you come back?"
"I think I won't back so early today."
"Ba, but I have to go back to KL already."
"Huh? So early?"
"Ya, because I got things to do.
And I bought a fruit cake for your birthday.
Sister and brother will celebrate with you tonight."
"Why you waste yout money to but the cake?"
"Aiya... Only once a year ma... Its ok la...
I have to go back already."
"Be careful when you driving, ok?It is going to rain."
"Ya, I know. Ok la..."
"Drive slowly ah... Ok la..."

I was packaging my things after that.
I saw my eyedrops suddenly.
But I don't care at that time.
I had to go back early because of somebody's order.
Before I leave my home, I asked my brother
to come back early to celebrate with my dad.

At the night, I called my dad again.
"Ba, have you try the cake?"
"Yes, I ate the cake already. Have you arrive?"
"Ya, today was rainning heavily."
"That's why you must drive carefully."
"Yes, I know. Ok la... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BA..."
"Ok ok... Be careful ya..."

Actually I know my dad tried to work faster today.
He wanted to meet me before I went back to KL.
Maybe he can celebrate his birthday without the cake.
But I know he wanted to celebrate with his children.
My mum was not at home already.
But now I didn't celebrate with my dad.
I know that my dad will be disappointed.
I felt regreted now,
because we will go out to eat together on previous years.
I only hoped that my sister and my brother
could celebrate with him happily.
I hoped they will not make my dad angry anymore.

I cried at night yesterday. I felt sorry to him.
I told Leong that 1st time I miss my dad so much.
I miss him a lot...
Sorry, dad because I can't celebrate your birthday with you.
I promise, I will bring you go out to eat next year.
Take care, dad. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you again.
I miss you... And love you, dad.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Waste your time de blog?

I became less blogging at here since...?
Maybe I have no time...
Maybe I need some time...
Maybe I have to concentrate in my study...
I have a few possible reasons.
But the most is...
Somebody don't like me to blog.
He thought blogging is only waste my time.
Especially for me who is not good in study.
I will get scold if I continue blogging.
But do you know?
I only can voice out my feeling at here.
And you're trying to stop me...
If there is no more blogging,
I have to get another way to express my feeling.
And you seldom listen to me.
Yes, I seldom share my feeling with you.
Even about that incident that somebody did...
Selfish? I don't know...
But you really don't like to listen to me.
And you only want me keep following you.
Stress and give up...

Friday, March 27, 2009

Mid course is coming

For Mid Course candidates,
GAMBATEH for you all...
Don't think about other things.
Concentrate to your study...
Please work hard for yourself.
Best wishes for all of you...
Try your best in the exam.
GAMBATEH!
Chakyou chakyou!!!

Friday, March 20, 2009

No government

This is the English's version for my previous post, demanded by little Seow Yen. Sorry ya...
I did not have enough time to rest during the holidays, because of the insurance of the car and renewal of my driving licence. Even I had no time to meet my hometown friends also. That day, we were called to report again for the accident at police station becauce the Malay woman who knocked my car did not go to report the case. Well... Fine. Because of this, I was scolded by my dad. He thought that me was a irresponsible person who never care of this case and settle it quickly. "So ma fan... Waste my time only. I pay for ur father la..."Somebody who included in this accident said. Hey uncle, this was not the money problem. This was the responsibility...Ok? I knew the polices in Malaysia are useless, all are the fools. We were scolded by the police when we entered his office. Police can scold people like this? Without any reason... I m a Malaysian who has the freedom to talk, right? Luckily I was not so stupid. I recorded the evidence (He scolded us for about 5 to 6 minutes) in my phone. He never think that I will do that. I m not a kampong girl, ok? I as him, why the woman didn't report the case. He answered "how I know" angrily. "Then you as a traffic police cannot find out the woman?" I asked. Because we got the woman's car number already what. "YOU PERGI CARI SENDIRI LA...!" He shouted at me. At that moment, I was very very very angry until my blood almost pumped out. I endured... Luckily the word of "BABI" did not shouted out from my mouth at that time. The fat police said that we were decided to repair the car by ourselves and gave up to claim the woman's insurance. What the hell? FXXX his mother ah! STUPID! USELESS! I was be driven beyond for bearance. What for I reported the case if I don't want claim the insurance? I m ready to complain this big, fat, useless pig at the ibu pejabat balai polis KL. Reason? Because he was impolite to us, irresponsible, discriminated against races. My dad was agreed with me. He will ask for his friend's help, who know a Chinese what high-ranking police officer worked at KL police station. Finally, the woman reported the case. She said she never report because we decided to repair the car by ourselves. My fire was at the highest limit already. What the FXXX?! I thought she was taught by the police to say like this de. Now, I hate Malays, I hate the Malaysia's polices the most!
For my hometown friends: Do you know Guat Lian was sick? She had an operation 3 days ago, you know? I went to visit her that day. She lost a lot of weight. She got stomache before. She was admitted into many government or local hospital. The doctors inside only pressed her stomach and gave her what oral rehydration method but never scan also. Scanning was the basic method to check the problem of the stomach. They never check out the illness then let her go. However, her stomach was very pain until she cannot affrord it. She was admitted into a private hospital at KL. She reached there about 2 something (pm) and had a check. The doctor there only pressed her stomach once, then he knew her cecum/ceacum was splitted, started to break already. She will in crisis without operation. About 4pm, the operation was started. She stayed in the hospital for a night, RM4000++ was gone. It was quite expensive, but at least she still alive. Lian told me, maybe she only got the appendicitis and her cecum was splitted by the doctors in local hospital because of their pressing. I was thinking about the news of what irresponsible local hospital cause the death of people because of their late rescue in the newspaper, I felt sad to the victims. Lian was ok now, she had to rest a lot. Now her stomach got a 4 inches scar with gauze after the operation. Pity her... She was already thin, but now lost a lot of weight somemore. You all go to visit her if you free, ok?
The government system was very very terrible. Protect the residents? NEVER! I can't find a reason to trust the government anymore. I lost my confidence to Malaysia's gorvernment. And... I was back. Yes, yesterday. This is the end of my translation. Sorry for the inconvenient...

Thursday, March 19, 2009

我不喜欢政府(No Government)

不懂你为什么很爱跟我吵。每次回到家,你就不能改下你的语气吗?我已经够烦了,你知道吗?
这次的假期,我都没有好好休息到。都在忙着处理车子的事情,还有换新的驾车执照。就连要找朋友聚一聚的时间都被吃掉了。那天,我们被吩咐回到警察局再次报案。原因是对方还没有去报案。不要紧...就因为这样,我被骂了。爸骂我做任何事情都不尽快处理;他又说我麻烦,浪费他的时间,他赔钱就好。先生,不是有钱就大完的。这种事情是讲负责任,你明白吗?好景不长在,我也知道马来西亚的警察都是废物,浪费资源的无能蠢材。一进到他的办公室就给他骂得好像是我们的错一样。警察可以随口骂人的吗?他那是什么态度啊?我是个有权力讲话的公民。幸亏我不笨,至少我把他骂人的证据一一都录进我的电话里了。他万万也想不到,我会这样做吧?他以为我是村姑啊?以为我什么都不懂?他真的是太过分了。我问他,为什么对方不要报警?他说一句:“我哪里知道?!”他一路跟我们的谈话里的语气都很凶。当我问他:“你们交通部不能找到对方吗?”毕竟有了对方的车牌号码啊!“你自己去找啦!”就因为这一句,我真的气到快爆血管了。忍...我忍!总算忍到BABI没有从我口中喊出来。他还说当初我们决定不要claim对方的保险。他妈的!放屁!我实在忍无可忍了。他白痴啊?不要claim的话,那我报警来干嘛?得空没事做啊?我们决定要到警察局总部去投诉这只浪费国家的白米的肥猪。投诉他没有礼貌,不负责任,还有种族歧视。我要告死他!爸还叫我别放过这种人。他也打算叫他朋友认识的一位好像在警察局总部上班的高级警察朋友帮忙跟那只猪谈谈。最后,对方报案了。她说之前我们说自己修理自己的,所以她才没有报案的。我的火已经升到最高点了!我什么时候这样说过?一定是那只猪教她这样说的。现在,我恨死马来人,更恨死马来西亚的警察。
给我的中学朋友:你们知道月莲病了吗?她刚刚动了手术,你们知道吗?那天,我去看了她。她真的瘦了很多。起初,她肚子痛得很厉害,已经转了很多政府医院。那里的医生都只是按按她的肚子,吊水,却没帮她scan。最基本的都没有做到,还没检查到病因就让人出院。她以为没事了。结果,有一天她痛得实在受不了。她被送去吉隆坡的私人医院。她说,她两点多在私人医院里给医生检查。医生才按一下她的肚子,就说她的盲肠已经裂了,开始破了。如果再迟两天,就可能会有生命危险。就这样,四点多就马上开刀动手术。她在那里住了一晚,花了四千多零吉。虽然是贵了点,但效率高,至少保得住性命!哪像那种没用的医院,连scan都不愿意,就只会拖。莲还说,搞不好本来只是盲肠炎,但那盲肠有可能是给政府医院按破的。现在想起报章上的什么政府医院不负责任,迟就医而导致死亡的案子,真的为那些受害者打抱不平。莲现在好点了,需要好好地休息。现在她肚子有个动手术后留下的四寸疤痕,还包着纱布的。她真可怜,人已经很瘦了,现在又瘦了几公斤。你们有空就去看看她,问候她吧!
突然觉得政府的系统很差,还说会保护人民。他们讲就厉害啦!这样才多人受骗嘛!现在我完全找不到一个可以让我相信政府的理由。对了,我回来吉隆坡了。是的,今天。因为爸的一句话,所以现在也该拿书出来了...

Friday, March 13, 2009

Holidays Week

HAPPY HOLIDAYS FOR ALL OF YOU!

I WILL MISS YOU ALL, FRIENDS!

SEE YOU ALL AFTER ONE WEEK...

BUT AT THAT TIME,

MID COURSE IS COMING!

SO, STUDY HARD ON HOLIDAYS!

HURRAY!!! HAHA...

(sot jor...mad person!)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

谁对谁好?

I went to watch "Love Matters" last Saturday.
A qualitied Singapore's love and comedy movie...
I liked most of the phrases in the movie. Really...
Especially... 岁月长了,你对她的爱还剩多少?
Something liked that la! I almost forget already.
Yea, how many love are there after many years?
I think no one can answer this complicated question.
My answer... I don't know. I really don't know.
But I will try to maintain all of my love on you.
Most of the ppl are finding for the freshness of love.
Because they liked the new things, right? Haha...
To maintain the relationship between couple,
they should give their lover something difference.
How? That was a challenge for every couple. Hehe...
I never said that our relationship is maintained.
But I will try to do it. I will try my best. 真的...

Finally the pre-mid course Bio test finish already.
I studied for the test, Quite strange, right? Haha...
I spent about 2 days to understand my DNA.
But I still cannot memorise what DNA what RNA...
Thanks for him to force me to study study study.
And restricted me did not online or play games...
But... When I saw the paper, first response: WTH!
I never see this what what things before leh! Die...
Well... Forget about it la! Extra test only ma... :-p
But I have to prepare for my mid course le la!
The Bio practical was interesting today. Haha...
Of course, I never see human blood cell before what!
I could see the human white blood cell! I could...
After the class, we went for playing volley ball.
I only know about the Pikachu's volley ball game.
Such a big gang... They were so so so active loh!
There were a lot of funny things happenned. Haha...
I sat at beside... Their motions were very funny.
Cally, your face ok? Sure ok ah? An active girl...
SL, you really really looked like a Standard 6 girl
when I saw you from the top loh! Hahahahahaha...
I saw some guys quite "yeng" when they hit the ball.
But I went back with him when it was start rainning.

Because of the test, I did not online for few days already.
Damn "guai" loh! Haha... Next week is holiday week!
I don't know whether the car ok already or not.
If ok already, then I can go yam cha with them loh!
They are waiting for me to back hometown. Hehe...
Then I m waiting for my holidays loh! Hurray...
For the students who will get their result tomorrow...
Is it tomorrow? Tomorrow, right? I don't know la...
I got long time didn't back to the school already ma...
Ok... I hope that they can get colourful result loh!
Means GOOD GOOD GOOD result la... :)

感情里没有谁对谁好,只有你觉得值得就好。

Monday, March 2, 2009

Bye, Danny...

You was come from Ipoh.
We knew about each other
start from January 2008.
You was not the leader in our camp.
But you was famous among us.
Our team were same, remember?
Remember the word of "TUAH"?
We hope that we could get the TUAH
for everything beside us, right?
You was a kind and friendly person.
Everyone was closed with you.
That's why you had lot of friends.
Your Chinese hand-writing was nice.
Your hand-writing won mine, you know?
I still remember that the naughty guy
asked you to help him wrote his biodata
in our books with your hand-writing everytime.
You liked to talk with everyone.
You had a lot of topics that can share with us.
You had a good talent before.
You was the best male Chinese singer in our camp.
Yea, you was very good in singing.
You activated all the Chinese friends
to sing together in our last night show.
You was success to do it, remember?
There was a lot a lot of sweet memories
between you and us in Kem Segari.
You never give up our friendship.
Even we had finished our National Service,
you still contact with the others.
You organised a trip for our NS members.
Actually that was a gathering for us.
However, I was absent at that time.
Because I was too far from Ipoh.
But I never forget one of you all...
I never forget your sinceritied sms.

25 February 2009, you left us suddenly.
You gone without telling anyone.
I got the information from your sister.
The other friends said, a lorry hijacked your life
when you driving back from school.
My eyetears were dropped when I heard it.
You was only 18 years old, same with us.
Have you enough playing? Enough already?
You never try the working experience also.
Have you really enough enjoying your life?
I can sure that your answer is NO!
How cruel was it, you know?
Because of the scary accident,
your life has been grabbed forever.
We lost a good friend, a talented singer.
We were down and sad because of you.

Danny, you was gone now.
But you are our best friend forever.
We will not forget you, Danny.
We will not forget your effort
in maintaining our friendship before.
Your smile and face will bear in our mind.
Forever, forever and forever...

Appreciate everyone start from now.
If not, then will be too late...

Monday, February 23, 2009

Friendship can b 4ever

Can I postpone the tags, CL & SL?
Bcoz I m really really lazy now...
Haha... Well well well, do it now lol...

Wat 15 things tat u guys talking bout?
Curious bout tag now...
Well... I'll start now. Simply... Ok?

1. I m a girl, not a boy. ( Like tis? )
2. Errmm... I like sweet food,
but not include chocolates.
3. I don't like starcraft sometimes.
4. I seldom shopping in my life.
5. I hate gazat very very much!
6. I will feel sleepy when talking bout "BIO".
7. I prefer cold compared to warm.
8. I will bcum emo when I m in period.
9. I like my horoscope very much.
10. I like to watch funny movie to make me laugh.
11. I m in cold war wit my mum now.
12. I hate the police in tis country.
13. I hate falsity or pretense in my life.
14. I already gt long time no touching my bicycle.
15. I like watermelon juice so much. Haha...

Finally finish already.Hehe...
Sorry, guys. I dun know how to do the tags.
So, simply do it only. Sorry ya...

Well... I quite emo today. Haih...
Worry bout a lot a lot of things...
I gt a badly marks for my bio test.
Really really really worst in my test 4.
Too many terms to memorise...
How u guys can memorise them perfectly?

Are u dun like a person now without reason?
Example: I dun like u bcoz of ur face.
I dun like her bcoz she s very lan c...
I dun like him bcoz I really dun like him...
PLEASE STOP IT NOW... Ok?
U r hurting them, did u notice?
Bcoz of their face...
They will get ur "beh song".
Izzit their face are their faults?
If u found ur frens very lan c,
who always boast in front of u...
Would u angry or "beh song" wit them?
Will u know tat they r juz kidding at tat time?
Will u know tat their meaning r not boasting at u?
I can sure tat some ppl only like to boast,
but not to challenge u... Understand?
But u all condemn "executions" for them.
U all ostracize him without telling them...
Tat s unfair for them, u know?
U already make a scar inside their heart.
Do u think bout their feeling?
Down? Sad? Disappointed? Or angry?
Bcoz they gt a fren like u?
Ya, I will disappoint bcoz of u if tat person is me!

If u dun like them bcoz u really dun like them,
u r the mad! Bcoz u gt no any reason to hate them.
If u still b fren wit them although u "beh song" them,
means u r hurting them now "indirectly"...
u r the most mendacious ppl in tis world!

Think bout tat, my dear frens.
Respect to each other, can?
PLEASE dun hurt ur frens anymore.
Dun be a ostensible fren in ur life.
If not, u will regret one day bcoz of ur inveraciuos.

FRIENDSHIP CAN BE FOREVER IF U WANT...

Monday, February 16, 2009

HURRY = REGRET (sometimes)

14 February, Valentine's day for every couple.
Since we back to our hometown on Friday,
so we did not follow the trip to Sunway with them.

I sent him back to his house first on that day.
I can see that his mother quite happy to see him.
Her smile was telling us that she miss her son so much.
He had to help his family to work after we back.
I asked him to let me follow to know how he worked.
He used a silver bicycle to take me went to the port,
a small port without any big ships, only the seafood.
Quite romantic at that time, although the weather is damn hot.
Then, I helped to distinguish the sotong and small fish.
We talked a lot when we peeled the prawns at his house.
I was his audience... He told me his thought and his dream.
All are secrets between us. Haha...

On Saturday, I didn't know what he had planned.
I was just waiting for his call. He was quite busy, I thought.
Errmmm... We only went for a simple dinner without wine.
But we got champagne that he brought from his house.
I accepted 3 gifts from him. And I liked them so much.
I still remember, I had my Valentine's day in NS last year.
And I was received his gift When I came out from the camp.
Thank you, dear. I really had a nice Valentine's day this year.

This morning, we wanted back to TAR college by car.
Unfortunetally, we had an accident near Ijok there...
We wanted to dodge a car in front of us which had an emergency brake,
because of the irresponsible motorcycle that turned right suddenly.
We felt that we would knocked down the car in front of us,
then we turned the stering to right to dodge the red car.
WTF!!! The motorcycle turned right slowly in front of us.
Then we shocked suddenly and had an emergency brake.
Then we heard "BANG" and we knew a car knocked us.
"Die liao..." we said. We looked to each other for 3 seconds.
I was so calm at that time. Why? I really don't know...
Maybe this was my first time and I didn't know what feeling was that.
The bumper that behing my car was fall down a bit.
The metal become dented and the light had PECAH!
Walau... The Malay woman cannot get her husband.
We were arguing for whose fault. We were in hurry...
Somebody was came and introduce himself after a while.
I don't know who was him and he gave me his name card.
He said that he was responsible in this kind of case,
like insurance, claiming of money, repairing the car.
His friends were came after him. Got many people at that time.
The incharged, an Indian asked us to report first,
then only can get the claiming of money from the woman.
I was so scare to let my father know about it. But how?
I had to ask him about the insurance. That's why I called him.
After he explain to me about the car's insurance,
we decided to make report at Batang Berjuntai Police Station.
If not, we had to pay for the repairing of the car by ourselves.
We waited for the traffic police from KS so long in the police station.
We were so hungry because we didn't eat anything this morning.
He went to buy some breads to save our stomach nearby.
Finally, the fat traffic police was coming. I hate him so much!
WTF!!! His sound looked like was our fault. We were victims!
Now I know that what was the meaning of POLIS XXXXXX.
In my idea, they were only know that Malay is the correct one.
For them, the other races in this country are not residents?

Well... We spent a few hours in the police station.
We still not sure that we would get the "SAMAN" or not.
Because of this, I had a bad mood today. Maybe tomorrow...
"This is the biggest gift that I received on Valentine's day this year,"
I told him in the car. He only used his smile to reply me. Haha...
We have to back again tomorrow for repairng and claiming.
So maybe I will be quite busy with the car in this 2 weeks.

Of course I hope no more accident next time and forever...
If not, I think my dad will not let me drive anymore.
The main one is I don't want to see any injury anymore.
So dear, don't forget what u promised me this morning.
FOR MY DEAREST FAMILY AND LOVELY FRIENDS,
Drive CAREFULLY everytime and never so close to other cars.
Because I really don't want any matter happen on you all...

Monday, February 2, 2009

Leave me, gazat!

Hello... I'm back!
Waiting for me? Haha...
Miss me? Hehe...
I know u will do it, SL.

Well... Everything were quite ok.
Such a boring CNY in this year...
My dad had to see doctor at KPJ.
He should take care of his diet now.
My relationship with my mum quite bad.
She was my opponent, I thought.
Nobody will know my situation...

We went for movie at Jusco, Kepong.
Watching Red Cliff II yesterday...
Such a "huge" movie...
I mean the action, the characters...
There were many people in the cinema.
Crowded dou we had to sit in the 1st row.

When I back to my room...
My roommate was came back already.
She got exam on Tuesday.
She study at outside for her exam.
Suddenly I saw a gazat sticked on Leong's door.
At the moment, I know that gazat can FLY!!!
WTF!!! Damn gazat!!! I hate gazat...
I closed my door immediately.
BUT... It came into my room!!! Quite big...
I shouted to ask for help... HELP!!!
Leong did not want to help me... Damn him!
Winson came out and settle the gazat...
Luckily got him... That was what we called...
Gentleman, agree? I'll remember you, Leong!
I heard that here got many gazat recently...
I really will get HEART ATTACK
When I saw it FLY to here and FLY to there!

We got a plan to watch midnight movie.
The worker said "habis" when I asked for tickets.
Then we went for tea at Kepong...
The drink that I ordered quite sour!
Well... We talked a lot of our house.
About the people inside the house...
About the gazat... That can make me CRAZY!!!
Winson said that he got biten by gazat recently!
What a scary incident, for me...

Gazat, can u please go away?
I really cannot tahan with u already.
You made me became maid...
Please leave me, please...

Anybody can help me to settle the gazat?
Or you guys got any method to kill them?
You can share your opinion with me.
Because I really need your HELP!!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year for everyone!!!
I will back to my hometown tomorrow.
I hope I can get a lot a lot of angpau...
And eat a lot a lot of snack...
I wish that some problem in my home,
can be settled quickly.
Have a nice holidays, guys!
See you!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Monday, January 19, 2009

国家动物园

活了十八年,第一次去国家动物园。
门票当然有点贵啦!都说明是国家咯!
高高的长颈鹿,大大只的大象,
全部看起来都很假耶!只有我不假...
走到湖边,我们欣赏着脚长长的鸟。
它们那白白的羽毛在阳光下闪闪发亮,
很漂亮哦!我们不禁拍照起来。
我:“为什么它们不要过来一点给我们拍?
这里没那么晒嘛!做么它们酱喜欢晒太阳?”
莲:“是咯!可是它们怎么晒都不会黑耶!”
莲,你知道吗?就因为你的这一句话,
全场冷到...好像在北极看北极熊耶!
佩服你咯!总算学到我冷笑话的一点点招数。
我在那里看到青蓝色的鸵鸟蛋哦!好特别...
那天我内疚的是,我对不起一只袋鼠。
我只是想要拍下它蹦蹦跳跳的一面罢了,
可是不小心拍到它的男性生殖器官咯!
我不是故意的。谁叫它不要穿裤子嘛?
春光乍泄咯!袋鼠先生,以后穿回裤子好吗?
还有,西游记的牛魔王被关在动物园里了,
还有猪八戒也关起来了,你们快点去看吧!
还有一只很大很大的乌龟哦!应该很老了吧?
你们知道吗?小时候的鳄鱼真的好可爱,
大了就很丑了。鳄鱼,活该!谁叫你会咬人?
进到蜜蜂屋,真的是气死我了。哈哈...
她向我们介绍蜂蜜的产品。可是她也太直了吧!
她向莲推荐什么消除豆豆的蜂蜜。
我只是看看罢了。她突然望着对我说:
“也有帮助减肥的。”WTF!我有说要减肥吗?
我很肥吗?我现在很肥吗?打死都不买!
之后我们去看表演,找回愉快的心情。
鹦鹉升国旗,体操表演,飞到别人手中拿钱,
都不比海狮的精彩。小只的真的很可爱哦!
大的玩球就很厉害。它们真的很听话的。
我好喜欢它们拍手呢!若我有一只就好了。
它们的皮肤看起来滑滑的,好想摸一摸...
其实,真的还有很多动物不方便一一说明出来。
没去过国家动物园的朋友,考虑一下吧!哈哈...
今天是量第一天教补习,要顺顺利利哦!
懒惰写了,今天也有点不舒服。泄肚子啊!
也应该读书了。等量回来再去吃东东!嘻嘻...

Monday, January 12, 2009

My God

I only went for the GP class today.
Not ponteng... Ok, man?!
The other class already cancelled ma...
All the lecturer got meeting what...
About the course fee...
Haih... I have to go to Public Bank again.
Yea, RM2800++ is quite a big amount what...
After paying his bill in the bursary,
we 'hang' over there. Haha...
They decided to swim at GK,
the swimming pool under Ting's condo.
I thonght that was Leong' idea.
Bcoz he got long time no swimming already.
I could see that he loved swimming so so so much.
Somemore, no need to pay what...
Bcoz Ting stayed at there ma...
Got a bit kedekut hor? Haha...
Well... We drove to there with my poor car.
( At least the engine still can be operated, ok? )
Leong went down to swim first,
then followed by Tharma.
We wait for Ting to come down so long.
Bcoz of Leong's excitement,
he splashed the water liked in the sea.
And he made us wet wet wet.
Well, he did not know that...
A guard was starring on him.
Maybe he did not see the rules first.
Then he 'scolded' by the guard gua...
We didn't hear what they talked.
I thought he was 'beh song' already.
Luckily, the 3 guys enjoyed swimming finally.
They wanted to bathed after swimming.
Then we had a sit at Ting's condo.
OH MY GOD!!! MY GODNESS!!!
I never see any house also,
but I was entered a 'store room'.
Do u know what I saw at there?
A lot of newspapers, wires and cabels,
unfolded clothes, books and papers,
and boxes on the floor. Walao...
The floor so so so DIRTY somemore.
The kitchen... How to cook at there?
I really don't know why he still can tahan.
I entered his room when he was bathing.
Most the clothes were put on the mattress.
Ok, let us imaging that...
He sleep on the clothes that acted as mattress?
OH MY GOD!!! I can't imaging that.
Furthermore, the house quite dark.
I was busy fighting with mosquitoes there.
Lee was busy taking photos of the terrible condition.
Conclusion is, this house can enter the 'world record'.
That why I said a successful man need a woman behind of him.
That was enough. Haha... Luckily, I m a girl.
You should be appreciate, ok? Haha...
We ate at a restaurant. Quite beautiful...
But the food there... Still cannot get full marks lo...
Leong and Ting busy playing chess at there.
I almost fall a sleep after having my lunch.
We were back after that. I drove at that time.
Hey man... Got licence already, ok?
I have to study Bio now.
Maybe tomorrow got quiz lo...
Good luck for me...

Friday, January 9, 2009

今天蛮爽的,只上了三节课...
虽然昨天敲到头今天还有点晕晕的,
但我都尽量专注每一堂课。
我知道恐怖的考试就离我不远了。
我们很快地就做好了试验,
就到食堂里去坐坐聊聊。
那两个就跑到上别人的课,
够不讲义气咯!哈哈...
不过她们真的很勤劳咯!
我没想到从h班转来我们班的H仔...
他是跟我同姓的,
只是他的丘是没有耳朵的。
我的是邱,我的有哦!
他也是客家人,
不懂他会不会讲客家话呢?
现在很少年轻人会讲客家话了。
上完了Bio class,
又回到食堂去吃吃喝喝咯!
不懂做么C小姐今天有点静,
我便尽量找话题跟她聊聊。
吃饱之后有两个小时给我闹闹。
今天我们都讲了很多话题。
不懂为什么,谈到邦格岛的位置。
那个聪明人竟然说是在马来西亚地图的东边。
好心...还要一直argue哦!
我逼不得已要拿出纸和笔画一张地图向他解释。
心服口服了吧?哈哈...
之后来了两个d班的男生,
应该是想彼此认识一下吧!
不懂他的华语名,是M就对了啦!
又是一个变态恐怖加威力强劲的读书仔聪明人。
算了,反正我不恐怖变态就好。
今天放学前有个As briefing...
要我们选科了。天啊!
又是犹豫不决心情很烦的时候了。
还有还有,又是要钱的时候了。
考一科就要百七块,
是不是应该考虑去打抢银行呢?
他想要教补习,我也很支持他。
希望他不会太累太辛苦就好咯!
他最近很爱唱福建歌,
今天下午他心血来潮教我唱歌。
哇劳!玻璃没破就已经很不错咯!
还要什么拉高高...
唱到晚餐都忘了啦!可怜...
不过有时候爱玩也不错,减压嘛!
幸好明天不用上课,
可以睡迟迟哦!哈哈...
不过今天没什么读到书,
明天要努力一点了啦!
没屁放了,就酱吧!
就希望大家幸福快乐,
尤其是刚刚开始deng deng deng的那两位咯!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

New Year Target

First, happy birthday to myself.
On 31st Dec 2008, I m 18 already...
Not a small kid anymore.
I hope my parent can support what I had did before.
Now is 2009, a new year for me.
I don't know what can I do in this year.
But at least I know my target.
Tomorrow is the first day I go back to college.
I got many feeling before.
Well... I have to start my target right now.
I m not sure that I can get it.
But I will try my best to do it.
I have to busy tomorrow.
So, good night...
Have a nice dream...

你们的自私

好累,我真的好累,真的快崩溃了。
没有人能够了解我,没人可以体谅我。
每天去朋友家就被骂得狗血淋头,
去找朋友聚聚只有一个小时…
超过时间就有追踪电话来的责骂,豪不顾我的面子。
你们为什么那么自私,变得那么蛮不讲理?
为什么不听听我的心声?
你们知道一个十八岁的女生要的是什么吗?
你们又知不知道我要的又是什么?
为什么你们从来不问我?
一句句难听的话不断侮辱着我,
真的好刺耳…你们知道吗?
你们知道我有多难受吗?
虽然我想当生气你们的每一刻的刁难,
有时真的很想跟你们大吵一顿,跟你们说说道理…
但我都放弃了,因为你们是不会听的。
你们从来不会尊重我们,不曾了解我们,
只知道你们自己永远都是对的,
而我们…根本没资格跟你们谈谈什么道理。
你们都会认为我们说的都是废话。
你们说,这都是为我们好。够了!
这一句伤得我太深了,你们知道吗?
我真的好希望我所做的一切,
都是得到你们的支持,而不是你们给我的打击…
因为你们的种种评语,我掉了几滴泪水?
你们以为我是坚强而任打任丢都不会损坏的机器人吗?
但你们却不知道我小小的心灵已受到极大的伤害。
你们这样夺走我的自由与权利,不觉得过分吗?
我已经十八岁了,你们不要再把我当成小孩好吗?
我真的知道自己在做什么的,请你们相信我好吗?
可以不要再为难我了吗?别再给我压力好不好?
我受够了!一摞摞的压力已经让我很喘很累了。
我真的好希望你们可以支持我,鼓励我…
但是,机会渺茫…我知道这是不可能的。
无论如何,我依然埋怨你们。请你们别在我站在顶楼的阳台上才来后悔…