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Blood: The Last Vampire
"Nak Blood, 4 orang..."
"Cik, movie ni 18 baru boleh tengok lah..."
"Huh? Saya tahu la..."
"Tapi you sudah 18 ke?"
"Ya lah... Saya sudah 18 laaaa...."
"Nanti sana akan check IC tau?"
"Check ma check la...."
"Tengok IC awak?"
It was going to start.
She still need me to show my IC?
Ok, fine. Can you see the number 90xxxx?
I face this kind of problem everytime...
When I want to buy above 18 de movies' tickets.
Waste my time you know?
But I still enjoy the Blood...
I admired that Korean girl.
Such a brave and powerful girl.
Quite chun when she was fighting...

I never piss off on you that day.
Althought you talked loudly to me.
Because I felt regreted at that time.
I shouldn't say that to u...
On the special day for you...
Because that day was Father's Day.

I found that I was lost my way.
I don't know what can I do.
I 'm going to stop...
But would you agree?
I really don't want to hurt you anymore.
I want to try myself...
To get what I want.
I promise, when I start to work...
I will pay back what you paid on me before.

Sorry, dad.

Update recently

I had long time did not update already.
Yea, I know. Sorry for everything.
Since I opened the blog, I found a lot of changes!
Well... Its ok for me. I m not changing.

I went to Genting last Friday.
With my hometown friends in one car.
Enjoy ourselves, definitely...

About the gathering, sorry.
Sorry to QE, dear.
I really had my personal problems.
I really can't attend at that time.
Still got next time?

Start to study well now.
If not, I will regret I think.
Spent a lot on TARC...
NO, is in this one and half year.
I would like to pay back.

Have to leave now...

p/s: He was died. And I can't save him. Sorry...

Bukit Tinggi Trip

I thought my family would come to visit me yesterday.
Well... They didn't. My dad had to busy at Kampar.
Yen Yen was coming, with her cute pinky bag...
After that was Siew Lee, with her sleepy face...
Come on, Siew Lee... 很委屈你咩？拜托...
I drove Leong went to hostel to find Tharma.
When I back to my house, they started to study.
Yen online here after she finished her Pure Maths.
While, the sleepy Lee went to my room...
What she did? She slept in my room! OMG!
I can't imaging that how sleepy she was. Haha...
Yen had to back early because of Mother's day.
And we entered the room to kacau Lee to wake up.
Hahahaha... Her face really like a sleepy pig!!!

Me, Leong, Lee and Tharma went to Jusco.
We had our lunch at Madam Lim.
My coke was finished before my food was delivered.
Because the weather was really really damn hot...
Furthermore, somebody curi my coke!!!
I was not stupid, ok? I curi back also! Haha...

We planned to go out for relaxing after our lunch.
Smimming? Waterfall? Ulu Yam? Or Genting?
Finally, Bukit Tinggi!!! I never go there before.
"Ooi... Really ah?" "Sure or not?" "Now?"
"Ya la... I m serious!" Leong looked like very serious.
Then we bought some food and drinks to go there.
We went to Lee's house first to change her clothes.
Siew Lee, you explain so much to your dad and grandma.
Haha... Well, I knew that they would worry about you.
The weather was comfortable when we went up the hill.
If the weather of TBR also like this, how good...
The view at there was very beautiful. Relaxing...
Lee was so bust to cam here and cam there.
Siew Lee, you really liked a little girl... you know?
Japanese village? French city ah? I don't know their name.
But I really like them. I loved the buildings so much.
We had cam a lot of pictures. Leong was so perasan!
After few hours, 3 of us were tired and had a seat at there.
But the little girl can still walk here and walk there.
She can still cam here and cam there, include the flowers!
"We really old already. You see, we are so tired now.
And that girl still walk around to take pictures"
I told Leong and Tharma. They just smiling...
We enjoyed ourselves, althought exam was coming.
We went back after we had our dinner at SSL Wansa Maju.

Tharma was tired. He looked like a fish without water.
Haiya... All of us also tired la...
A good day... Wednesday start to exam.
See you...

Good Luck, Everyone!

ANGRY!!!

Angry with...???

STOP IT, Mr LAME...
I really cannot tahan with you already, man!
Don't let all of us feel angry with you, ok?

Give me a break, man.

Yesterday.
First time to try McFlurry...
EXTREMELY DELICIOUS!!!
I love it! Hehe...
Thanks for Yen Yen to let me try ya!
Next time I belanja you back...

Exam is coming...
MATHS, BIO, CHEMISTRY...

Maths = Pure math + Applied math
My pure math ok la...
Normal lo...
But Applied math, DIE...
At least can get B ma?

Biology = can pass or not woh?
About plants' lives la...
I m not a plant, ok?
What heart attack la...
What the hell DNA la...
What scary diseases la...
What immunity la...
I haven't understand yet la!!!

Chemistry = Haih...
I hate calculation so much!
I only know that...
This one mix with that one...
That one mix with another one...
Finally, mixture = BOOM!!!
My head boom...
My brain boom!!!

Everything is BOOM!!!
Oh... I almost forget that!
Loh asked me to do something la...

Well... Once again.
Good luck for every candidate.
Gambateh ya...
Headache already.
Good luck for myself also...

No solutions

If you don't understand about me,
no points for you to discuss about me!

Thanks for lending me your ears.
Thank you! Thanks a lot...

Because I never tell anyone about that.
It was stayed in my heart for 8 months already.

Ya, I told somebody before.
Not you, but it was my dear puppy.

I could see from his eyes.
Even he was understood me since...

He would look at me when I sad.
He would listen quietly what I said.
He would 'consult' me when I cried.
He would be here when I need him.

Feel better now.
After I voiced out my feeling yesterday.

But there was no any solution.
Everyone is avoiding...

Not yet settle...
Not yet finish...

Problems are present at anywhere.
So... Conclusion = No solutions!

Dad, I'm grow...

11th April 2009 - Happy Birthday to GUAT LIAN!
She is 19 now. And I have to wait for 8 months to get 19.
12th April 2009 - Happy Birthday to my DAD!!
He is 56 years old already. He already got his white hair.

Yesterday was Sunday. Yea... My dad's birthday.
On Saturday, I asked him.
"Ba, you got work tomorrow?"
"Yes, but I think I will back early.
What time you back to KL tomorrow?"
"Errmm... I think about 3-4pm gua..."
"3-4pm ah? I think I already come back at that time.
Still can see you before you go!"
He still have the mood to make a joke?
But I know he miss me a lot. Hehe...
"Bring your brother go for a hair cut tomorrow ya!"
"Ok ok..." I promised my dad.

I woke up early on Sunday.
But my dad went out for working already.
I sent my brother to have the breakfast,
and also to the tuition centre.
"11am, er jie. ( 2nd sis )" my brother reminded me.
"Ok, 11am we go for hair cut." I replied him.

We wanted to have the hair cut at Wong's saloon.
But the gate was locked. Haih... Never mind.
Then I drove him went to another saloon.
After having his hair cut, a handsome guy was born. :-p
When we back to Wong's saloon, the gate was opened.
Argh... Then I had a hair cut at there finally.
After that, we went to buy a cake for my dad.
I met my cousin who was older than me for 25 years.
He was same age with my mum, ok?
"What are you doing at here?" he asked.
"I want to buy a fruit cake for my dad,
today is his birthday. But here got no the cake."
"You try to find the fruit cake in another shop.
I think Sweety got this kind of cake."
Yea, I bought the beautiful fruit cake finally,
with the words "Happy Birthday, Dad."
And we were waiting for my dad at home after that.

I waited for him until I slept on the sofa.
And I got a call from Leong about 3pm.
He asked me to back to KL early,
because we had to shift into new house.
"But my dad haven't back yet."
"Call him la.....!"
"Ok, I call him now."
I started to get my dad's phone number.
"Ba, when you come back?"
"I think I won't back so early today."
"Ba, but I have to go back to KL already."
"Huh? So early?"
"Ya, because I got things to do.
And I bought a fruit cake for your birthday.
Sister and brother will celebrate with you tonight."
"Why you waste yout money to but the cake?"
"Aiya... Only once a year ma... Its ok la...
I have to go back already."
"Be careful when you driving, ok?It is going to rain."
"Ya, I know. Ok la..."
"Drive slowly ah... Ok la..."

I was packaging my things after that.
I saw my eyedrops suddenly.
But I don't care at that time.
I had to go back early because of somebody's order.
Before I leave my home, I asked my brother
to come back early to celebrate with my dad.

At the night, I called my dad again.
"Ba, have you try the cake?"
"Yes, I ate the cake already. Have you arrive?"
"Ya, today was rainning heavily."
"That's why you must drive carefully."
"Yes, I know. Ok la... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BA..."
"Ok ok... Be careful ya..."

Actually I know my dad tried to work faster today.
He wanted to meet me before I went back to KL.
Maybe he can celebrate his birthday without the cake.
But I know he wanted to celebrate with his children.
My mum was not at home already.
But now I didn't celebrate with my dad.
I know that my dad will be disappointed.
I felt regreted now,
because we will go out to eat together on previous years.
I only hoped that my sister and my brother
could celebrate with him happily.
I hoped they will not make my dad angry anymore.

I cried at night yesterday. I felt sorry to him.
I told Leong that 1st time I miss my dad so much.
I miss him a lot...
Sorry, dad because I can't celebrate your birthday with you.
I promise, I will bring you go out to eat next year.
Take care, dad. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you again.
I miss you... And love you, dad.

Waste your time de blog?

I became less blogging at here since...?
Maybe I have no time...
Maybe I need some time...
Maybe I have to concentrate in my study...
I have a few possible reasons.
But the most is...
Somebody don't like me to blog.
He thought blogging is only waste my time.
Especially for me who is not good in study.
I will get scold if I continue blogging.
But do you know?
I only can voice out my feeling at here.
And you're trying to stop me...
If there is no more blogging,
I have to get another way to express my feeling.
And you seldom listen to me.
Yes, I seldom share my feeling with you.
Even about that incident that somebody did...
Selfish? I don't know...
But you really don't like to listen to me.
And you only want me keep following you.
Stress and give up...