无知与成熟

有时候，有些事情，
都有很多很多的可能性。
每当我们选择相信其一时，
都会跟着自己的感觉走下去。
但是后来才发现，
自己的想法比别人的多绕了一大圈。
尝试慢慢地走到终点，
却发现已没有机会走出来。
就这样，时间被浪费了。
精神与努力也被消耗了。
自信心也随着破碎了。
人大了，压力也自然多了。
不是每个人都能克服压力，
但是每个人都能寻求快乐。
活在压力的世界中，
其实快乐也是存在的。
每个人往往都说自己有压力，
那是因为他们拥有负面的想法。
为什么别人一开始就想到了，
而我却还在原地呢？
为什么我选了这条路，
但后来才知道我错了，
而别人的那条路才是对的？
我不断想了又想，
才知道不是观察力的问题，
而是自己做的努力不够好。
从头到尾，我只是在敷衍自己！
我自认思想已经成熟了，
其实最无知的是我自己。
所谓“人生短短几十年”，
我的时间也不多了。
我无法预知自己什么时候离开。
但我却还有许多未完成的任务。
我决定在我离开前达成我的目标。
所以，我应该学习成熟了。


p/s:如果你知道我所表达的真言，希望你与我一同努力。谢谢。

胃痛

忘了对“大姐”的承若，
觉得有点对不起她。
明知道她对我的担心，
我却不会想。

嘉儿大姐，
我答应过你。
每天要准时用餐，
不能再让自己胃痛。

才忘了吃一餐午饭，
我的胃就开始不听话了。
原以为是小事，
头晕却开始来了。

去吃晚饭时，
下了order肚子就很疼。
我几乎就快没有力气了。
我马上撑住走去买面包吃。

幸亏我吃了那面包，
不然我就倒在地上了。
它补充了我10%的力量，
让我还有机会吃完我的晚餐。

我进入了半昏迷的状态。
发信息也会发错，
只忙着跟人家讲sorry。
自己真的很没用。

没痛就好，
再痛的话就吃药。
真的好痛苦，
我不要了啦！

嘉儿大姐，
我以后会记得吃饭了啦！

Waiting for you

Long period ago...
I was waiting "somebody".
I' m waiting for you...
I' m waiting for you...
I' m waiting for you to enter my life.
Then, I sure EAT you!!!
Waiting you, damn Streamyx!!!

Undecided

Blood: The Last Vampire
"Nak Blood, 4 orang..."
"Cik, movie ni 18 baru boleh tengok lah..."
"Huh? Saya tahu la..."
"Tapi you sudah 18 ke?"
"Ya lah... Saya sudah 18 laaaa...."
"Nanti sana akan check IC tau?"
"Check ma check la...."
"Tengok IC awak?"
It was going to start.
She still need me to show my IC?
Ok, fine. Can you see the number 90xxxx?
I face this kind of problem everytime...
When I want to buy above 18 de movies' tickets.
Waste my time you know?
But I still enjoy the Blood...
I admired that Korean girl.
Such a brave and powerful girl.
Quite chun when she was fighting...

I never piss off on you that day.
Althought you talked loudly to me.
Because I felt regreted at that time.
I shouldn't say that to u...
On the special day for you...
Because that day was Father's Day.

I found that I was lost my way.
I don't know what can I do.
I 'm going to stop...
But would you agree?
I really don't want to hurt you anymore.
I want to try myself...
To get what I want.
I promise, when I start to work...
I will pay back what you paid on me before.

Sorry, dad.

Update recently

I had long time did not update already.
Yea, I know. Sorry for everything.
Since I opened the blog, I found a lot of changes!
Well... Its ok for me. I m not changing.

I went to Genting last Friday.
With my hometown friends in one car.
Enjoy ourselves, definitely...

About the gathering, sorry.
Sorry to QE, dear.
I really had my personal problems.
I really can't attend at that time.
Still got next time?

Start to study well now.
If not, I will regret I think.
Spent a lot on TARC...
NO, is in this one and half year.
I would like to pay back.

Have to leave now...

p/s: He was died. And I can't save him. Sorry...

Bukit Tinggi Trip

I thought my family would come to visit me yesterday.
Well... They didn't. My dad had to busy at Kampar.
Yen Yen was coming, with her cute pinky bag...
After that was Siew Lee, with her sleepy face...
Come on, Siew Lee... 很委屈你咩？拜托...
I drove Leong went to hostel to find Tharma.
When I back to my house, they started to study.
Yen online here after she finished her Pure Maths.
While, the sleepy Lee went to my room...
What she did? She slept in my room! OMG!
I can't imaging that how sleepy she was. Haha...
Yen had to back early because of Mother's day.
And we entered the room to kacau Lee to wake up.
Hahahaha... Her face really like a sleepy pig!!!

Me, Leong, Lee and Tharma went to Jusco.
We had our lunch at Madam Lim.
My coke was finished before my food was delivered.
Because the weather was really really damn hot...
Furthermore, somebody curi my coke!!!
I was not stupid, ok? I curi back also! Haha...

We planned to go out for relaxing after our lunch.
Smimming? Waterfall? Ulu Yam? Or Genting?
Finally, Bukit Tinggi!!! I never go there before.
"Ooi... Really ah?" "Sure or not?" "Now?"
"Ya la... I m serious!" Leong looked like very serious.
Then we bought some food and drinks to go there.
We went to Lee's house first to change her clothes.
Siew Lee, you explain so much to your dad and grandma.
Haha... Well, I knew that they would worry about you.
The weather was comfortable when we went up the hill.
If the weather of TBR also like this, how good...
The view at there was very beautiful. Relaxing...
Lee was so bust to cam here and cam there.
Siew Lee, you really liked a little girl... you know?
Japanese village? French city ah? I don't know their name.
But I really like them. I loved the buildings so much.
We had cam a lot of pictures. Leong was so perasan!
After few hours, 3 of us were tired and had a seat at there.
But the little girl can still walk here and walk there.
She can still cam here and cam there, include the flowers!
"We really old already. You see, we are so tired now.
And that girl still walk around to take pictures"
I told Leong and Tharma. They just smiling...
We enjoyed ourselves, althought exam was coming.
We went back after we had our dinner at SSL Wansa Maju.

Tharma was tired. He looked like a fish without water.
Haiya... All of us also tired la...
A good day... Wednesday start to exam.
See you...

Good Luck, Everyone!

ANGRY!!!

Angry with...???

STOP IT, Mr LAME...
I really cannot tahan with you already, man!
Don't let all of us feel angry with you, ok?

Give me a break, man.

Yesterday.
First time to try McFlurry...
EXTREMELY DELICIOUS!!!
I love it! Hehe...
Thanks for Yen Yen to let me try ya!
Next time I belanja you back...

Exam is coming...
MATHS, BIO, CHEMISTRY...

Maths = Pure math + Applied math
My pure math ok la...
Normal lo...
But Applied math, DIE...
At least can get B ma?

Biology = can pass or not woh?
About plants' lives la...
I m not a plant, ok?
What heart attack la...
What the hell DNA la...
What scary diseases la...
What immunity la...
I haven't understand yet la!!!

Chemistry = Haih...
I hate calculation so much!
I only know that...
This one mix with that one...
That one mix with another one...
Finally, mixture = BOOM!!!
My head boom...
My brain boom!!!

Everything is BOOM!!!
Oh... I almost forget that!
Loh asked me to do something la...

Well... Once again.
Good luck for every candidate.
Gambateh ya...
Headache already.
Good luck for myself also...