一条蛇的启发

那天晚上，我和弟弟在家里。突然，我弟说他要和朋友出去喝茶。这也难怪他，家里只有两个人，难免会闷的。我说：“早点回来。”之后他就出门了。他出门没多久，我便从书房里走出来，准备看看电视打发时间。坐在懒惰椅上，让我一瞬间地想起我家的四周围。后面是河，有时还会无意间看到大大只的四脚蛇。隔壁都是草丛，好久都没打理了。就在这时候，我的脑海里出现了之前有蛇爬进我家门口的画面，然后都是被我爸爸抓到。不知道为什么，对着电视的我突然有一种预感，心想：不知道今天会不会又有蛇跑进来呢？我站了起来，往我家门口的方向走去。我的天啊！我呆住了。竟然有一条黑色瘦瘦的蛇卷着我家门口！我第一时间就吓倒了。为什么整个画面都在我预料之中？为什么我所想的事情都发生了？为什么？我无法解释。我拿起手机，马上打给在外的爸爸。毕竟我一个女生也无法做什么。我一直望着那条蛇，还是不明白为什么它会出现在我的预言中？它是不是在暗示我什么事情？这时候，我的邻居走过来了，他说是我爸爸打电话给他的。我告诉他，门口有条蛇。他拿了一支长长的树枝，钩起了那条蛇。之后把它给打死了。我向他说了谢谢，他也走了。那时，我已没心情看电视节目了。那条蛇依然还在我脑海中，不愿离去。我再想，是不是把一件事情想得太入神，就会出现在现实生活中？那为什么我一直想着要发达，但是我还是没有发达呢？这会不会是一种念力呢？其实，我们脑袋所想的，很多时候都会与生活息息相关的。但有时候，我们万万没想到，有些事情来得太突然了，所以有点措手不及地去面对它。有人说，成功都是因为有梦想。但是，只有梦想，没有努力，会成功吗？

My brother was grew up!

I went back last week, since I had 2 weeks never go back already. My mum was not at home. She went to Singapore for her job. And my sister... She started to work finally!! She stayed at home for don't know how many days, how many months or how many years already. Haha... And now she is staying with my aunt at Teluk Intan for working.

My brother had fever when I reached home. "What doctor said?" I asked him. "Normal fever only. Taking medicines now..." He spoke to me softly. I was walking around my house. Not bad! Even my house had no any girl or woman nowadays, my house still tidy and clean. I can't imaging that, 2 males could take care of the cleaness of the house.My brother did all the houseworks! And he is only 15 years old and 10 months now.

He mopped the floor. I almost fall down because of the slippery floor. He actived the washing machine to wash all the clothes, included my T-shirts and pants also. He folded all the clothes. He knew how to keep all the things. He did everything. Once again, he did all the houseworks!! My dad had to work. He had not enough time to take care of my brother. So my brother went to school by bicycle, went to tuition by bicycle. He took breakfast and lunch alone at outside, I think. Sometimes, he took the meals at home to save money. On Friday, even his was sicked to have the fever, but he still attended all the classes, went by himself on bicycle. For me, I will skip the classes you know?

He heard to me. He did revision on his study. He would ask me if he faced some problems. He seldom take pocket money from my dad. On Sunday morning, I took him went for breakfast. I paid with RM50. "Why don't tell me just now? I have small cash ma..." He said. "Never mind la... The money have to be used also." I told him. Even he seldom get the pocket money from my dad, he still think to pay for me.I felt heart-touched. He changed a lot. I could see that... Before I started my journey went back to KL, I told him. "Study hard ah... If you need money, just tell me." "Emm..." He answered me. Then he helped me to put the things into my car.

My brother started to grow up. He really became obedient. I think my dad will be very happy. I felt satisfied because he became mature. I think he started to know how to take care of himself without the help of anybody. And I will appreciate what he did during the period of 3 females were not at home. I m proud of you, brother. Thanks a lot, brother.

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On Monday morning, I woke up so so so early. Everyone was same with me la... Our purpose was to check our AS Level result! I checked SY's result first. And I told her result by sms. She was shocked and called me immediately. Yea, she got a good result. "Really? Really or not?" She asked me the same question don't know how many times already. Haiya... SY, I will not lie to you de la... Relax a bit! Haha... I think she was shouting in the LRT at that time. Malu la... Please don't shout in the LRT next time. If not, Ah Gong Ah Mak will be shocked because of you leh! Haha... And I got a normal result. Ok la... But I don't really satisfy with the Maths. I expected a higher gred for my Maths. WTH... So sad about this. Well... It was passed.

That day, JC, SL, SY, CL and me went to sing k at Sg. Wang for celebration. After that, we went for a movie--Overheard. Quite satisfied with the movie. Well... We faced some problems when we back. Only a bit error la... Sorry, SY. I never think about something. And I... Yea, I felt sorry to you. Sorry to SY and sorry to everyone...

SY had explained to me at night. But I still wan to say sorry lo... The next day morning, SY came to my house. We talked a lot about the incident. Emm... Let it pass ba...

I haven't tell my dad about my result. Give me some time. I will explain to him de. I m going to stop here. And stop "ordering" me please... I m tired.

无知与成熟

有时候，有些事情，
都有很多很多的可能性。
每当我们选择相信其一时，
都会跟着自己的感觉走下去。
但是后来才发现，
自己的想法比别人的多绕了一大圈。
尝试慢慢地走到终点，
却发现已没有机会走出来。
就这样，时间被浪费了。
精神与努力也被消耗了。
自信心也随着破碎了。
人大了，压力也自然多了。
不是每个人都能克服压力，
但是每个人都能寻求快乐。
活在压力的世界中，
其实快乐也是存在的。
每个人往往都说自己有压力，
那是因为他们拥有负面的想法。
为什么别人一开始就想到了，
而我却还在原地呢？
为什么我选了这条路，
但后来才知道我错了，
而别人的那条路才是对的？
我不断想了又想，
才知道不是观察力的问题，
而是自己做的努力不够好。
从头到尾，我只是在敷衍自己！
我自认思想已经成熟了，
其实最无知的是我自己。
所谓“人生短短几十年”，
我的时间也不多了。
我无法预知自己什么时候离开。
但我却还有许多未完成的任务。
我决定在我离开前达成我的目标。
所以，我应该学习成熟了。


p/s:如果你知道我所表达的真言，希望你与我一同努力。谢谢。

胃痛

忘了对“大姐”的承若，
觉得有点对不起她。
明知道她对我的担心，
我却不会想。

嘉儿大姐，
我答应过你。
每天要准时用餐，
不能再让自己胃痛。

才忘了吃一餐午饭，
我的胃就开始不听话了。
原以为是小事，
头晕却开始来了。

去吃晚饭时，
下了order肚子就很疼。
我几乎就快没有力气了。
我马上撑住走去买面包吃。

幸亏我吃了那面包，
不然我就倒在地上了。
它补充了我10%的力量，
让我还有机会吃完我的晚餐。

我进入了半昏迷的状态。
发信息也会发错，
只忙着跟人家讲sorry。
自己真的很没用。

没痛就好，
再痛的话就吃药。
真的好痛苦，
我不要了啦！

嘉儿大姐，
我以后会记得吃饭了啦！

Waiting for you

Long period ago...
I was waiting "somebody".
I' m waiting for you...
I' m waiting for you...
I' m waiting for you to enter my life.
Then, I sure EAT you!!!
Waiting you, damn Streamyx!!!

Undecided

Blood: The Last Vampire
"Nak Blood, 4 orang..."
"Cik, movie ni 18 baru boleh tengok lah..."
"Huh? Saya tahu la..."
"Tapi you sudah 18 ke?"
"Ya lah... Saya sudah 18 laaaa...."
"Nanti sana akan check IC tau?"
"Check ma check la...."
"Tengok IC awak?"
It was going to start.
She still need me to show my IC?
Ok, fine. Can you see the number 90xxxx?
I face this kind of problem everytime...
When I want to buy above 18 de movies' tickets.
Waste my time you know?
But I still enjoy the Blood...
I admired that Korean girl.
Such a brave and powerful girl.
Quite chun when she was fighting...

I never piss off on you that day.
Althought you talked loudly to me.
Because I felt regreted at that time.
I shouldn't say that to u...
On the special day for you...
Because that day was Father's Day.

I found that I was lost my way.
I don't know what can I do.
I 'm going to stop...
But would you agree?
I really don't want to hurt you anymore.
I want to try myself...
To get what I want.
I promise, when I start to work...
I will pay back what you paid on me before.

Sorry, dad.

Update recently

I had long time did not update already.
Yea, I know. Sorry for everything.
Since I opened the blog, I found a lot of changes!
Well... Its ok for me. I m not changing.

I went to Genting last Friday.
With my hometown friends in one car.
Enjoy ourselves, definitely...

About the gathering, sorry.
Sorry to QE, dear.
I really had my personal problems.
I really can't attend at that time.
Still got next time?

Start to study well now.
If not, I will regret I think.
Spent a lot on TARC...
NO, is in this one and half year.
I would like to pay back.

Have to leave now...

p/s: He was died. And I can't save him. Sorry...