老师的第二天

不知不觉，在那里教了两天。
虽然不能再迟一点起来，
虽然放工的时候会很累，
但是我还相当满意现在的生活。
总觉得比以前更充实了，
满足感也在增加了。
他们都很乖，很听话。
当然，小孩也有顽皮的时候。
但是在我心中，他们算好多了。
有满，我知道你喜欢领导大家。
但有时候其他人会对你的处事方法有意见哦！
领导者不能每一次都那么霸道的。
Hanson，不是很handsome，
是老师们眼中的坏蛋王。
他是我的学生，所以印象非常深刻。
半小时内只给我抄几个字，其他同学都做完了。
你说我气不气？骂了又骂还是一样。
下次抄快一点可以吗？
因为这样会浪费其他人的时间。
俊翰，最近很爱粘着我，一直要我加分数。
听话就加咯！还是那句话。哈哈！
阿彬，我班上的肥仔，功课还不错，
他是蛮听话的，只是很爱讲话。
颖贤，它是超爱哭的小少爷。
他说不要就是不要，我也没办法。
I don't want! 是他天天的口头禅。
俊杰，他很可爱，是个聪明的孩子。
所有功课都难不到他，但有时也会粗心。
如萍，头脑比较不好，但她很乖。
她会帮我擦白板或其他事情。
李欣，你做姐姐的应该以身作则。
你再这样懒下去的话，
你的妹妹就要超越你了。
欣桐，相当好学的孩子。
她也是还蛮乖巧的。
Christopher，他是很可爱的。
也算是个听话的孩子。
今天生病了，要喝多多水哦！
俊豪，最吵最多话的一个小男生。
他每次都把老师们的岁数猜到很老才甘愿。
晓册，名字很特别的一个女生。
她是今天新来的一个可爱妹妹。
她的妈妈要求她在这里至少学到七的乘法表。
这就是我下星期的任务啦！
她很好玩，有的玩她就不要妈妈了。
还有很多爱玩的小朋友，
我无法在这里一一说出来。
很多学生的名字，我还不太会记得。
但是老师会尽量把每一个人的名字都记住的。
就给我几天的时间好不好？
你们看！才两天我就记住了十几个名字叻！
和你们一起唱歌跳舞，玩游戏，吃午餐，
给你们不同方式的补习，你们开心吗？
下星期，我会与你们进行一连串的活动，
保证你们假期也不觉得闷。

cousin's wedding

last tuesday...

i went back to tk after my last paper in tarc n my lunch at gk. in the evening, i straight away went to kampar for my cousin's wedding party. yea, a 2 hours journey made me so so so tired. when i reached there, i was only ate ate ate wat my brother took for me. haha... and my biggest cousin brother asked me to drink wit him. my mum, my sis and my brother aso kena... i said carlsberg but he brought tiger for us. wat the hell... i think he was already mabuk b4 we start to drink. tiger aso no prblem la... den we keep joking joking n joking at that nite.

the next day...

they all called me woke up in the early morning... my mum asked all the gals gals n boys boys follow my cousin go to fetch the bride. learn the tricks tat prepared by the "sisters", kononnya. den we ma go lo... 1st time to be "brother". hoho... but i learnt nothing at all. haha... after tat, we back home again for drinking tea n taking angpau, of course! ^^

in the evening...

we had the wedding dinner at kampar. there were 6 tables for my cousin's malay frens. the decoration was so so so beautiful. i thought the theme was "romantic". haha... the nanyang siang pau n magnum had sponsored wat wat wat bla bla bla... the musics in the dinner were soft n nice. no sing k at tat nite. my cousin asked a band from kl to perform their shows all the time. RM15,000 for the band! oh my god... the wedding cake was came out by itself from the bottom of table. firecrackers were light up when my cousin n his wife cut the cake. so romantic... the wedding photos which shown on the 2 big screens were so nice. RM12,000 for only the wedding photos. no wonder so beautiful la... my cousin spent a lot of money on his wedding, i think. after the dinner, i went back to tk. i reached tk was already midnite.

and tis few days i did nothing at home. eating, watching, playing n sleeping... but now i already at kl. i will start to find a job tomolo. nope, some jobs... gud luck to myself la... n nowadays the crimes is serious-ing. pls lock the door immediately when u come out or go in. be kful wit ur handphones, handbags n wallets...

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I knew you did all the best for us. Thanks for all... And once again, happy birthday to Qiao Er and Chin Pu. Keep charming everyday!!

I'm here, KL. Ready for my study life. I talked a lot with my dad during my holidays. About my study... About my brother, my sister and even my mum. We went out for dinner at the same restaurant for 4 days. First day, my dad invited my neighbour who lived alone. His children never come back during the holidays. Some were busying with their new jobs, some of them busying dating, as I heard. Now I know... The children getting bigger, the lesser the time to spent with their family. So I will appreciate the time that I spent with my dad and my brother start from now.

Since my mum back from Singapore, I became more silent. I don't like to talk in front of her. I knew there was a problem which was a big gap between of us. And we never solve it... I had tried to talk with my mum but I failed. Sorry, give me some time please.

I was studied and practising the exercises of complex number in Pure Maths yesterday. I found that I lost a lots. And now I tried to find it back. Somebody told me that it was not too late. I hoped so... I have to rush and rush... To complete all the papers.

My target for tonight is : Biology. I will start from gene technology in textbook. But now... Waiting for movie -- WHERE GOT GHOST?! Yeah!!!

Movie for 3 girls

Today no class right? But I miss out 09:09:09 on 09/09/09. I was in my dream at that time. Today was my holiday after trial exam. Yea, I went out for a movie with two sam pat girls. We planned to watch Vengeance since yesterday. I was the head, I think. Wahaha... Shu Ying was the secretary. She checked for us the movie's showtime and bla bla bla... And Siew Lee did nothing! Nothing!! She was busy wtf-ing with her line ( as I know ). Haha...

We met at KLCC LRT Station today. Siew Lee and I were shocked when we saw Shu Ying today. OMG!!! Short skirt with high heels!! We never see her with short skirt and high heels de lo... Such a pretty girl who looked mature... And she was so tall with her heels. Totally different compared to her look in college. Really totally different!! Siew Lee and me were talking about her non-stop. Haha... Very beautiful lo... Suitable with white colour lo... And bla bla bla lo...

Before our lunch, we went to buy the tickets. I noticed that the Malay boy never pay attention when we bought the tickets. I asked them in Mandarin, " do you notice that he is looking at Shu Ying only?" Haha... Shu Ying shy shy le... Of course la... Pretty girl what?! We took Mcdonald as our breakfast + lunch. Talking a lot of funny funny things... Yea, we were lame. No, Siew Lee and me were lame. She was the lame queen what...

Well... The show was about 2 hours. It was about a man and his family were killed. His father-in-law wanted to find out the murderer and he asked for help from 3 men. We were shocked because of the sound of their weapons. So high the volume... Sometimes, some part of the story quite funny. And Shu Ying who sat beside me was laughing non-stop. Yea, the fatty very cute. Haha... But I only could see all the people were sat at the 2 back rows of seats. What the hell... The others were empty! Because of this, we could hear the sound of laugh from somebody. Yea, that was Shu Ying. Not only her la... Me and Siew Lee also liked 2 sam pat girls la... Suddenly, Siew Lee got a message from Ah Loke who saw us walking around KLCC. Wah... His observation quite good.

We went back at 4 something by LRT. I was so so so tired when I arrived home. Shu Ying showed me a video. What the biggest wit....? I almost vomit at that time. So unbelieveable! What the hell to show me that thing? Yerrrr... At night, I felt that I was not feeling well. My body was cold and I got headache. Was I too tired? Or what else?

Good night, everyone. The first class for later is 8:00am. Back to normal life...



10/09/2009 (0037)

一条蛇的启发

那天晚上，我和弟弟在家里。突然，我弟说他要和朋友出去喝茶。这也难怪他，家里只有两个人，难免会闷的。我说：“早点回来。”之后他就出门了。他出门没多久，我便从书房里走出来，准备看看电视打发时间。坐在懒惰椅上，让我一瞬间地想起我家的四周围。后面是河，有时还会无意间看到大大只的四脚蛇。隔壁都是草丛，好久都没打理了。就在这时候，我的脑海里出现了之前有蛇爬进我家门口的画面，然后都是被我爸爸抓到。不知道为什么，对着电视的我突然有一种预感，心想：不知道今天会不会又有蛇跑进来呢？我站了起来，往我家门口的方向走去。我的天啊！我呆住了。竟然有一条黑色瘦瘦的蛇卷着我家门口！我第一时间就吓倒了。为什么整个画面都在我预料之中？为什么我所想的事情都发生了？为什么？我无法解释。我拿起手机，马上打给在外的爸爸。毕竟我一个女生也无法做什么。我一直望着那条蛇，还是不明白为什么它会出现在我的预言中？它是不是在暗示我什么事情？这时候，我的邻居走过来了，他说是我爸爸打电话给他的。我告诉他，门口有条蛇。他拿了一支长长的树枝，钩起了那条蛇。之后把它给打死了。我向他说了谢谢，他也走了。那时，我已没心情看电视节目了。那条蛇依然还在我脑海中，不愿离去。我再想，是不是把一件事情想得太入神，就会出现在现实生活中？那为什么我一直想着要发达，但是我还是没有发达呢？这会不会是一种念力呢？其实，我们脑袋所想的，很多时候都会与生活息息相关的。但有时候，我们万万没想到，有些事情来得太突然了，所以有点措手不及地去面对它。有人说，成功都是因为有梦想。但是，只有梦想，没有努力，会成功吗？

My brother was grew up!

I went back last week, since I had 2 weeks never go back already. My mum was not at home. She went to Singapore for her job. And my sister... She started to work finally!! She stayed at home for don't know how many days, how many months or how many years already. Haha... And now she is staying with my aunt at Teluk Intan for working.

My brother had fever when I reached home. "What doctor said?" I asked him. "Normal fever only. Taking medicines now..." He spoke to me softly. I was walking around my house. Not bad! Even my house had no any girl or woman nowadays, my house still tidy and clean. I can't imaging that, 2 males could take care of the cleaness of the house.My brother did all the houseworks! And he is only 15 years old and 10 months now.

He mopped the floor. I almost fall down because of the slippery floor. He actived the washing machine to wash all the clothes, included my T-shirts and pants also. He folded all the clothes. He knew how to keep all the things. He did everything. Once again, he did all the houseworks!! My dad had to work. He had not enough time to take care of my brother. So my brother went to school by bicycle, went to tuition by bicycle. He took breakfast and lunch alone at outside, I think. Sometimes, he took the meals at home to save money. On Friday, even his was sicked to have the fever, but he still attended all the classes, went by himself on bicycle. For me, I will skip the classes you know?

He heard to me. He did revision on his study. He would ask me if he faced some problems. He seldom take pocket money from my dad. On Sunday morning, I took him went for breakfast. I paid with RM50. "Why don't tell me just now? I have small cash ma..." He said. "Never mind la... The money have to be used also." I told him. Even he seldom get the pocket money from my dad, he still think to pay for me.I felt heart-touched. He changed a lot. I could see that... Before I started my journey went back to KL, I told him. "Study hard ah... If you need money, just tell me." "Emm..." He answered me. Then he helped me to put the things into my car.

My brother started to grow up. He really became obedient. I think my dad will be very happy. I felt satisfied because he became mature. I think he started to know how to take care of himself without the help of anybody. And I will appreciate what he did during the period of 3 females were not at home. I m proud of you, brother. Thanks a lot, brother.

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On Monday morning, I woke up so so so early. Everyone was same with me la... Our purpose was to check our AS Level result! I checked SY's result first. And I told her result by sms. She was shocked and called me immediately. Yea, she got a good result. "Really? Really or not?" She asked me the same question don't know how many times already. Haiya... SY, I will not lie to you de la... Relax a bit! Haha... I think she was shouting in the LRT at that time. Malu la... Please don't shout in the LRT next time. If not, Ah Gong Ah Mak will be shocked because of you leh! Haha... And I got a normal result. Ok la... But I don't really satisfy with the Maths. I expected a higher gred for my Maths. WTH... So sad about this. Well... It was passed.

That day, JC, SL, SY, CL and me went to sing k at Sg. Wang for celebration. After that, we went for a movie--Overheard. Quite satisfied with the movie. Well... We faced some problems when we back. Only a bit error la... Sorry, SY. I never think about something. And I... Yea, I felt sorry to you. Sorry to SY and sorry to everyone...

SY had explained to me at night. But I still wan to say sorry lo... The next day morning, SY came to my house. We talked a lot about the incident. Emm... Let it pass ba...

I haven't tell my dad about my result. Give me some time. I will explain to him de. I m going to stop here. And stop "ordering" me please... I m tired.

无知与成熟

有时候，有些事情，
都有很多很多的可能性。
每当我们选择相信其一时，
都会跟着自己的感觉走下去。
但是后来才发现，
自己的想法比别人的多绕了一大圈。
尝试慢慢地走到终点，
却发现已没有机会走出来。
就这样，时间被浪费了。
精神与努力也被消耗了。
自信心也随着破碎了。
人大了，压力也自然多了。
不是每个人都能克服压力，
但是每个人都能寻求快乐。
活在压力的世界中，
其实快乐也是存在的。
每个人往往都说自己有压力，
那是因为他们拥有负面的想法。
为什么别人一开始就想到了，
而我却还在原地呢？
为什么我选了这条路，
但后来才知道我错了，
而别人的那条路才是对的？
我不断想了又想，
才知道不是观察力的问题，
而是自己做的努力不够好。
从头到尾，我只是在敷衍自己！
我自认思想已经成熟了，
其实最无知的是我自己。
所谓“人生短短几十年”，
我的时间也不多了。
我无法预知自己什么时候离开。
但我却还有许多未完成的任务。
我决定在我离开前达成我的目标。
所以，我应该学习成熟了。


p/s:如果你知道我所表达的真言，希望你与我一同努力。谢谢。