孩子就是希望

这个八月，在这个大家庭里，添了两个小生命。
长辈们欢天喜地的，年轻的也因为这份喜气热闹起来。
尤其是姑姑，做了孩子的婆婆，比谁都开心。
长辈们的笑容比谁都灿烂，连接不断...
家里来了陆陆续续的客人，可见孩子的魅力多大啊！

孩子，总是让人快乐。
他们那无忧无虑的笑容，总是平衡了我们的压力。
他们那天真可爱的脸颊，更是让我们忘了烦恼。

孩子，人们所谓的一张白纸。
总是要人家引导，才能出示一幅好的作品。
就好比画画，如果失去了耐心而无法完成，
那再也不是一幅画，而是一个半途而废的龌龊。
就这样，这张白纸不再美观，甚至是被人遗弃。

有谁会希望拥有一张长满污点的白纸？
可见，生孩子是其次，养育才是重大。
因为父母的养育足以决定孩子的未来。

看到一些幸福的孩子，在家总是有父母的宠爱。
他们不缺啥，这可是多么让人羡慕，渴望的。
最近，总会在报章上看到父母殴打孩子事件。
这些无辜的孩子，得罪他们的父母了么？
难道孩子在他们眼中就是那么令人讨厌吗？
这些孩子缺少的是爱，将来会怎样有谁会知道？

以前我总会埋怨什么的。
然而，现在的我已经学会感激。
感谢父母没有把我遗弃，感谢他们给我机会。
我有机会生存，有机会接受教育，我应该好好珍惜。

孩子，永远都是父母最大的希望。

Frienship is Forever

I'm going to finish my 1st sem at UTAR.
I can't imaging that i can survive until now.
Well... First of all, I was happy to stay with my Y1S1 classmates.
Minyee, my best friend before. She needs a lot of advices in her life.
Vancy, my sifu for most of the subjects. I don't know how she study to get a colourful results. She is pro in everything...
Janice, another pro simou. She always stick with sifu one. Haha... Only one word for both of them -- Pro!!
Kok Soon, our class rep. Although he learnt everything in Chinese before, but he understand what tutor teach here. Geng la...
Sushi, a pro singer in our class. I admire her because she paid her fees by working herself. For me, I felt shamed to use my dad's money.
Chin Min, another intelligent boy in our class， with white and baby skin. Haha...
Calvin Chang, ABC!! He was American Born Chinese... Cool man! Sometimes his attitude looked like a kid. So childish. Haha... Pro in studies also.
Yi Leng, the tallest girl in my class. She was 173cm ok? So jealous with her height. She was another hardworking student in our class. She got high marks in everything also.
Yin Ching, our leader for every presentation and assignment. She was intelligent also.
Finian, a guy who don't know Chinese. He can't speak Mandarin as well. I think he is learning now. Haha... But he was cute at all. Ladygaga top fans...
Joanne, a girl with big black specs. She liked t shoot people one as I know. Haha...
Huey Tian, she looked like a big sister in our class. You can feel the wind when walking with her. XD
David, a boy that I seldom see him in the class. Skip? I don't know. But I saw his result was quite good as well.
Garden, a Melaka boy. He always home-sick one. Haha... A clubbing boy also.
Syuen Yun, I don't know her name as well. Sorry ya... She was hardworking too.
Lee Ying, a cute girl in our class. Now I still remember her smile. ^^
Lee Yee, a girl with gold n curly long hair. She always together with Syuen Yun. Best friends, I think.
Joshua, a skinny guy. By the way, he was nice too.
Pei Qi, I was not so close with her. Anyway, nice to be friend with her.
Jasline, Pei Qi's best friend. I was not so close with her also. But nice to meet her.
Sip Yee, FAF tutor loved to call her name in the class. Haha...
Fei Gi, I was not so close with her also. But she was pretty as well.
Hui Chin, another pretty girl in our class, with her temperament.
Jess, again, leng lui in the class. She was so so so slim. Haha...
Debbie, Jess's relative if I was not mistaken. She always be along with Jess.
Charles, the only one Indian boy in our class. He was quite funny.
Shamala, the only one Indian girl in my class. She was matched with Charles, right? Just kidding. Haha...
There were some classmates that I don't know their name.
I'm sorry about that, my dear Y1S1 friends.
I hoped that I will have another chance to know all of you.
Maybe we will not in a same class for next sem, which is Y1S2.
Maybe I can't meet some of you the days later, since UTAR so huge.
I hope that we can know each other forever and ever.
So, please do call me or say hi for me when you all see me on the road, even in the campus.
I will remember who you are because you stay in my life and bear in my mind forever.
Frienship is forever...

朋友是这样的

原来，时间可以证明一切。

日子久了，我没有巨大的变化。
只是，我越来越不快乐了。
想起以前的日子，疑惑着...
为什么我的人生阶段那么类似？
每一段都包含了我不快乐的想法。
从小学到大学，我也接近二十。
然而朋友的定义又是什么？
原来，我就是那么一文不值。
我永远只能做你们的候补。
我却得当作什么都没发生过。
我也必须当作没有一回事。
一直以来，我真心地付出。
今天，我终算看到了回报。
我难以释怀，心却痛得辛苦。
多么希望这一切都只是一场梦。
可是，你的决定让我惊醒过来。
是你从头到尾都没有尊重我。
我在哪里都不重要，甚至渺小。
我只是你们生活里的一颗棋子。
我对你确确实实地改观了。
你不再是我认识的那个人。
而我也不应该那么傻那么单纯。
我承认，对于你，我很情绪化。
可是，我对你们还有选择吗？
我终于知道，朋友是这样的。

First Time in My Life

I feel nervous now. Why? That is my first time in my life... And I'm gonna to give you my first time on this Wednesday. WTF... How ridiculous? I haven't ready yet but the time is so rush. And you said it must complete on Wednesday. So, what can I do? Be prepared? Run away?


Of course, I choose to be prepared. Don't think too much. To get my marks in assignment, I must fight for my first presentation in my life which is going to give you, UTAR and my Financial Accounting Framework 1's tutor. =.=

痛，却让我想起你

今天，我又再不听话地乱吃东西了。
明知道有些东西不能碰，我却固执了。
肚子就这样痛得全身无力，朋友们无能为力。
我知道，这一切都是我自己造成的。
医生告诉我的话，我却听不进去。
漫长的黑夜，让我不禁想起当时的你。
那时的你，不会让我吃又辣又刺激的东西。
那时的你，不会让我碰冰冰冷冷的食物饮料。
那时的你，总是说为我的肠胃着想。
当时的你，说的每一句话我都会听。
现在，我开始不习惯没有你的存在。
少了关心，少了呵护，我的病渐渐回来了。
没有你的责骂，我开始对肠胃叛逆起来。
虽然我知道，你在那里还是一样的担心我。
可是，我却只能隐瞒你，不让你操心。
如果我把真相告诉你，你肯定会责怪我。
你给我的疑问是为什么没有好好照顾自己。
这时我才知道，原来我不能没有你。
这时我才发现，原来我开始想你了。

你的脆弱

没什么，只是太久没上来，有点想念自己的空间。
最近，身边发生了许多事情，让我有点措手不及。
那一天，我无意中看见了平时看不见的脆弱。
平时的你都不容许眼泪那么容易掉下来。
我却在你的纸上和眼镜上看到了一滴滴的泪痕。
在我们的关心下，你依然否认自己在流泪。
收起了泪水，我仿佛见到了你的坚强是伪装的。
我并没有多说什么，你的泪有没有滴下来，
心是否正在挣扎地痛，只有你自己才知道。
你不接受我们给你的安慰，只说自己没事。
而你自己也利用了大约两小时来让自己冷静。
但我知道，你压抑着的这份心情比谁都难过。
有时候，我们在生活中往往会遇到突然来袭的波折。
我们难免在第一时间会有失望，沮丧的现象。
大多数的人都会觉得是自己的倒霉，责怪上天。
有多少人会认为这些挫折是生活上的一种考验？
有多少个人可以很容易地从沮丧重新站起来？
还记得有一天，我和爸爸在回家途中聊了起来。
车上只有我们两父女，所以爸爸也有话直说了。
爸爸显得比平时憔悴多了，头发也白了很多。
他向我诉说一个家庭之主的苦，家庭的种种压力。
妈妈怎样怎样，弟弟又怎么样，姐姐还这样那样…
我才知道，原来爸爸的压力比我大好多好多倍。
无可否认，爸爸也有失望过，甚至是沮丧过。
可是，当他知道这个家依然需要他的时候，
他都会掩饰自己的烦恼与痛苦，再次振作下去。
我相信每个人都有自己的问题，自己的压力。
只要你有信心，有毅力，问题还是会解决的。
泪流过了，心也碎了，是时候该重新站起来了吗？
是时候该把碎了的心拼回吗？你应该有了答案。
就算你失去了什么，至少你还有自己的家人朋友。
我们无时无刻都在关心你，甚至是担心你的情绪。
别再压抑自己了，就算你有权力把自己闭关起来，
你一样没有权力让心爱的家人朋友一直担心你。
只要一天不说出来，问题就会一天一天地拖下去。
若哭能让你发泄，请不要牺牲那唯一发泄情绪的方法。
总比在别人面前伪装自己不真实的一面来得好。
我们愿意静静地坐在你身边，做你忠实的聆听者。
我能够做的很少，只希望成为你的“劝告顾问”。
我们都希望，你能够想想家人，然后继续振作下去。
加油！

My uni life

No cinema, no shopping malls, no more LRT.

But TESCO is here, with SUSHI KING…

I seldom eat sushi.

But I’m thinking to have a try one day.

The campus is big, wide, huge…

Even I’ve lost my way inside.

I’m gonna to bring along UTAR’s map.

I dun know the way to Block A…

I dun know how to go Block B and C.

Block D? Block E?

I dun have any idea at all.

I only know Block F, H and I.

We had our tutorials at Block H.

We had our BORING lectures at Block I.

I already started my study on last Monday.

What a poor management of UTAR…

Monday I only have one tutorial class which is only 1.5 hour.

I have classes from 8am until 8pm on Wednesday.

Well… Again from 8am to 6pm on Friday.

Of course, my break times are 4 hours.

The poor management made me waste my time.

So, the place that I spent the most time is LIBRARY.

I like UTAR’s library so much.

A good environment for studying.

From the 2^nd floor, I can enjoy the big lake view…

Which is so amazing with the beautiful scene.

Unfortunately, we are not allowed to take photo inside.

The most special thing is, students can sleep inside library.

This is one of the reason that I love the library.

They put their heads on the table, close their eyes and sleep.

I saw many of them are used to do so.

I think we are allowed to sleep inside the library.

Since there is no signboard of “ NO SLEEPING ”.

So, I like to have a nap when I feel tired during studying.

No one will chase you out of library.

About the lectures, some are good but not all.

Some lectures can make me pay attention on them.

But some… I think they have not much experiences yet.

Therefore, some lectures quite boring for me.

Even after an hour, many students escape from the hall.

Mei Hui always looks sleepy during the lectures.

And she is good in escaping from the lecture hall.

I’m not brave. I’m not dare to run away from class.

Of course, I get my new friends there.

But, sometime I think that we must be careful about that.

Some friends are not really good to you.

Yea, I can see that in this few days…

However, most of them are quite ok, nice.

But now, I have no basic knowledge of banking & finance at all.

I need to force myself to decrease my free-ing and fb-ing time.

I need to push more effort on study start from now.

I hope that I can adapt the study life at UTAR soon.

Good luck to me who are new in degree life…

Same to my friends who are new in uni life also.