Emo-ing recently…
I have my own problems.
I have my own pressure.
But you never understand me.
You never agree what I do.
You never say yes what I ask.
So, what for I tell you?
So, what for I respect you?
Since you are not respected me first as well.
I asked myself.
Did I wrong?
Did I wrong with my decision?
I have my own opinion too.
Again, I want to remind myself.
I’m going to 20.
I should have a 20 years old life.
Not a controlled life.
And you are over control on me.
I’m a teenager.
Teenagers have their life styles.
And you can’t change it with your mind.
I think I won’t tell you all these things.
Once I ask, you will scold me once.
If you can’t change, I try to change.
But please respect me as well.
I have my temper also.
If not, I will leave you one day.
Without telling you…
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Friday, September 10, 2010
Can you respect my privacy?
Once I back home, my buttock haven't stick on the chiar. And you keep asking me all the stupid questions.You know that I don't like this kind of questions. Where I went? Where I overnight? Hey... I just want to say only once, and I don't want to repeat anymore. What kind of attitude you had? I'm your daughter but you don't even believe me? You never respect me at all...
I'm going to 20 soon. But how you treat me? You thought that I'm still 3 years old? Or 13 years old? I have my own privacy too. I have my own opinion. But... When you gonna to hear me? You cut down my freedom, even my right of speaking. You wanted me to do this and that. But what is your reaction when I tell you about my demand? Just a simple request, and you try to ignore me. Would you know my feeling?
You are the one who made me lost the feeling to this house. You are the one who made me hate this home. You don't even let me expressing my voice. I lived for so many years. And I have my own mind but you don't even know what is that. This is because you never care about me. What you care? You should know abuot that. I can't stand it anymore. I just want my freedom and privacy back.
For this period, I don't demand anything from you. But... Please do respect me. I need my privacy so much since it was a part of my life. I just want to tell you that I know what am I doing anywhere and anytime. I'm very clear about that. I will tell you if I feel that it is the time to tell you all. Please trust me and my mind as well. Don't worry, I won't make you disappointed. I just need my freedom back.
I'm going to 20 soon. But how you treat me? You thought that I'm still 3 years old? Or 13 years old? I have my own privacy too. I have my own opinion. But... When you gonna to hear me? You cut down my freedom, even my right of speaking. You wanted me to do this and that. But what is your reaction when I tell you about my demand? Just a simple request, and you try to ignore me. Would you know my feeling?
You are the one who made me lost the feeling to this house. You are the one who made me hate this home. You don't even let me expressing my voice. I lived for so many years. And I have my own mind but you don't even know what is that. This is because you never care about me. What you care? You should know abuot that. I can't stand it anymore. I just want my freedom and privacy back.
For this period, I don't demand anything from you. But... Please do respect me. I need my privacy so much since it was a part of my life. I just want to tell you that I know what am I doing anywhere and anytime. I'm very clear about that. I will tell you if I feel that it is the time to tell you all. Please trust me and my mind as well. Don't worry, I won't make you disappointed. I just need my freedom back.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
回了就能解决吗？
那天，在我家，我们聊了起来。
我说：“燕，你都快二十一了，终于可以投票了。哈哈！”
修：“对哦！二十一可以投票了。”
他接着说：“不过还是不投比较好，不然等下像第二个赵明福。嘻...”
燕说：“我要投叻！不然等下他叫我回中国就够力。”
我们都笑了，这只是个幽默形式的对话。
没错，我们都快满二十一了。
我们就快可以像其他大人一样，为自己支持的党投票了。
重点不是在这里，而是在于“回中国”。
最近，许多人都为这三个字而烦。
其实，这里多元化的特色让我们在世界排名有一脚。
为什么我们要这样伤害自己的名誉呢？
所谓的多元种族，就不应该只顾自己。
我们总不能那么自私，总得想想大局维护一切。
这个世界是大家的，我们不该分你和我。
如果这是你的，那是我的，那么世界就散了。
敌人也会慢慢地入侵占领...
趁还来得及，请大家团结一致吧！
我说：“燕，你都快二十一了，终于可以投票了。哈哈！”
修：“对哦！二十一可以投票了。”
他接着说：“不过还是不投比较好，不然等下像第二个赵明福。嘻...”
燕说：“我要投叻！不然等下他叫我回中国就够力。”
我们都笑了，这只是个幽默形式的对话。
没错，我们都快满二十一了。
我们就快可以像其他大人一样，为自己支持的党投票了。
重点不是在这里，而是在于“回中国”。
最近，许多人都为这三个字而烦。
其实，这里多元化的特色让我们在世界排名有一脚。
为什么我们要这样伤害自己的名誉呢？
所谓的多元种族，就不应该只顾自己。
我们总不能那么自私，总得想想大局维护一切。
这个世界是大家的，我们不该分你和我。
如果这是你的，那是我的，那么世界就散了。
敌人也会慢慢地入侵占领...
趁还来得及，请大家团结一致吧！
Thursday, September 2, 2010
孩子就是希望
这个八月，在这个大家庭里，添了两个小生命。
长辈们欢天喜地的，年轻的也因为这份喜气热闹起来。
尤其是姑姑，做了孩子的婆婆，比谁都开心。
长辈们的笑容比谁都灿烂，连接不断...
家里来了陆陆续续的客人，可见孩子的魅力多大啊！
孩子，总是让人快乐。
他们那无忧无虑的笑容，总是平衡了我们的压力。
他们那天真可爱的脸颊，更是让我们忘了烦恼。
孩子，人们所谓的一张白纸。
总是要人家引导，才能出示一幅好的作品。
就好比画画，如果失去了耐心而无法完成，
那再也不是一幅画，而是一个半途而废的龌龊。
就这样，这张白纸不再美观，甚至是被人遗弃。
有谁会希望拥有一张长满污点的白纸？
可见，生孩子是其次，养育才是重大。
因为父母的养育足以决定孩子的未来。
看到一些幸福的孩子，在家总是有父母的宠爱。
他们不缺啥，这可是多么让人羡慕，渴望的。
最近，总会在报章上看到父母殴打孩子事件。
这些无辜的孩子，得罪他们的父母了么？
难道孩子在他们眼中就是那么令人讨厌吗？
这些孩子缺少的是爱，将来会怎样有谁会知道？
以前我总会埋怨什么的。
然而，现在的我已经学会感激。
感谢父母没有把我遗弃，感谢他们给我机会。
我有机会生存，有机会接受教育，我应该好好珍惜。
孩子，永远都是父母最大的希望。
长辈们欢天喜地的，年轻的也因为这份喜气热闹起来。
尤其是姑姑，做了孩子的婆婆，比谁都开心。
长辈们的笑容比谁都灿烂，连接不断...
家里来了陆陆续续的客人，可见孩子的魅力多大啊！
孩子，总是让人快乐。
他们那无忧无虑的笑容，总是平衡了我们的压力。
他们那天真可爱的脸颊，更是让我们忘了烦恼。
孩子，人们所谓的一张白纸。
总是要人家引导，才能出示一幅好的作品。
就好比画画，如果失去了耐心而无法完成，
那再也不是一幅画，而是一个半途而废的龌龊。
就这样，这张白纸不再美观，甚至是被人遗弃。
有谁会希望拥有一张长满污点的白纸？
可见，生孩子是其次，养育才是重大。
因为父母的养育足以决定孩子的未来。
看到一些幸福的孩子，在家总是有父母的宠爱。
他们不缺啥，这可是多么让人羡慕，渴望的。
最近，总会在报章上看到父母殴打孩子事件。
这些无辜的孩子，得罪他们的父母了么？
难道孩子在他们眼中就是那么令人讨厌吗？
这些孩子缺少的是爱，将来会怎样有谁会知道？
以前我总会埋怨什么的。
然而，现在的我已经学会感激。
感谢父母没有把我遗弃，感谢他们给我机会。
我有机会生存，有机会接受教育，我应该好好珍惜。
孩子，永远都是父母最大的希望。
Monday, August 30, 2010
Frienship is Forever
I'm going to finish my 1st sem at UTAR.
I can't imaging that i can survive until now.
Well... First of all, I was happy to stay with my Y1S1 classmates.
Minyee, my best friend before. She needs a lot of advices in her life.
Vancy, my sifu for most of the subjects. I don't know how she study to get a colourful results. She is pro in everything...
Janice, another pro simou. She always stick with sifu one. Haha... Only one word for both of them -- Pro!!
Kok Soon, our class rep. Although he learnt everything in Chinese before, but he understand what tutor teach here. Geng la...
Sushi, a pro singer in our class. I admire her because she paid her fees by working herself. For me, I felt shamed to use my dad's money.
Chin Min, another intelligent boy in our class， with white and baby skin. Haha...
Calvin Chang, ABC!! He was American Born Chinese... Cool man! Sometimes his attitude looked like a kid. So childish. Haha... Pro in studies also.
Yi Leng, the tallest girl in my class. She was 173cm ok? So jealous with her height. She was another hardworking student in our class. She got high marks in everything also.
Yin Ching, our leader for every presentation and assignment. She was intelligent also.
Finian, a guy who don't know Chinese. He can't speak Mandarin as well. I think he is learning now. Haha... But he was cute at all. Ladygaga top fans...
Joanne, a girl with big black specs. She liked t shoot people one as I know. Haha...
Huey Tian, she looked like a big sister in our class. You can feel the wind when walking with her. XD
David, a boy that I seldom see him in the class. Skip? I don't know. But I saw his result was quite good as well.
Garden, a Melaka boy. He always home-sick one. Haha... A clubbing boy also.
Syuen Yun, I don't know her name as well. Sorry ya... She was hardworking too.
Lee Ying, a cute girl in our class. Now I still remember her smile. ^^
Lee Yee, a girl with gold n curly long hair. She always together with Syuen Yun. Best friends, I think.
Joshua, a skinny guy. By the way, he was nice too.
Pei Qi, I was not so close with her. Anyway, nice to be friend with her.
Jasline, Pei Qi's best friend. I was not so close with her also. But nice to meet her.
Sip Yee, FAF tutor loved to call her name in the class. Haha...
Fei Gi, I was not so close with her also. But she was pretty as well.
Hui Chin, another pretty girl in our class, with her temperament.
Jess, again, leng lui in the class. She was so so so slim. Haha...
Debbie, Jess's relative if I was not mistaken. She always be along with Jess.
Charles, the only one Indian boy in our class. He was quite funny.
Shamala, the only one Indian girl in my class. She was matched with Charles, right? Just kidding. Haha...
There were some classmates that I don't know their name.
I'm sorry about that, my dear Y1S1 friends.
I hoped that I will have another chance to know all of you.
Maybe we will not in a same class for next sem, which is Y1S2.
Maybe I can't meet some of you the days later, since UTAR so huge.
I hope that we can know each other forever and ever.
So, please do call me or say hi for me when you all see me on the road, even in the campus.
I will remember who you are because you stay in my life and bear in my mind forever.
Frienship is forever...
I can't imaging that i can survive until now.
Well... First of all, I was happy to stay with my Y1S1 classmates.
Minyee, my best friend before. She needs a lot of advices in her life.
Vancy, my sifu for most of the subjects. I don't know how she study to get a colourful results. She is pro in everything...
Janice, another pro simou. She always stick with sifu one. Haha... Only one word for both of them -- Pro!!
Kok Soon, our class rep. Although he learnt everything in Chinese before, but he understand what tutor teach here. Geng la...
Sushi, a pro singer in our class. I admire her because she paid her fees by working herself. For me, I felt shamed to use my dad's money.
Chin Min, another intelligent boy in our class， with white and baby skin. Haha...
Calvin Chang, ABC!! He was American Born Chinese... Cool man! Sometimes his attitude looked like a kid. So childish. Haha... Pro in studies also.
Yi Leng, the tallest girl in my class. She was 173cm ok? So jealous with her height. She was another hardworking student in our class. She got high marks in everything also.
Yin Ching, our leader for every presentation and assignment. She was intelligent also.
Finian, a guy who don't know Chinese. He can't speak Mandarin as well. I think he is learning now. Haha... But he was cute at all. Ladygaga top fans...
Joanne, a girl with big black specs. She liked t shoot people one as I know. Haha...
Huey Tian, she looked like a big sister in our class. You can feel the wind when walking with her. XD
David, a boy that I seldom see him in the class. Skip? I don't know. But I saw his result was quite good as well.
Garden, a Melaka boy. He always home-sick one. Haha... A clubbing boy also.
Syuen Yun, I don't know her name as well. Sorry ya... She was hardworking too.
Lee Ying, a cute girl in our class. Now I still remember her smile. ^^
Lee Yee, a girl with gold n curly long hair. She always together with Syuen Yun. Best friends, I think.
Joshua, a skinny guy. By the way, he was nice too.
Pei Qi, I was not so close with her. Anyway, nice to be friend with her.
Jasline, Pei Qi's best friend. I was not so close with her also. But nice to meet her.
Sip Yee, FAF tutor loved to call her name in the class. Haha...
Fei Gi, I was not so close with her also. But she was pretty as well.
Hui Chin, another pretty girl in our class, with her temperament.
Jess, again, leng lui in the class. She was so so so slim. Haha...
Debbie, Jess's relative if I was not mistaken. She always be along with Jess.
Charles, the only one Indian boy in our class. He was quite funny.
Shamala, the only one Indian girl in my class. She was matched with Charles, right? Just kidding. Haha...
There were some classmates that I don't know their name.
I'm sorry about that, my dear Y1S1 friends.
I hoped that I will have another chance to know all of you.
Maybe we will not in a same class for next sem, which is Y1S2.
Maybe I can't meet some of you the days later, since UTAR so huge.
I hope that we can know each other forever and ever.
So, please do call me or say hi for me when you all see me on the road, even in the campus.
I will remember who you are because you stay in my life and bear in my mind forever.
Frienship is forever...
Thursday, August 5, 2010
朋友是这样的
原来，时间可以证明一切。
日子久了，我没有巨大的变化。
只是，我越来越不快乐了。
想起以前的日子，疑惑着...
为什么我的人生阶段那么类似？
每一段都包含了我不快乐的想法。
从小学到大学，我也接近二十。
然而朋友的定义又是什么？
原来，我就是那么一文不值。
我永远只能做你们的候补。
我却得当作什么都没发生过。
我也必须当作没有一回事。
一直以来，我真心地付出。
今天，我终算看到了回报。
我难以释怀，心却痛得辛苦。
多么希望这一切都只是一场梦。
可是，你的决定让我惊醒过来。
是你从头到尾都没有尊重我。
我在哪里都不重要，甚至渺小。
我只是你们生活里的一颗棋子。
我对你确确实实地改观了。
你不再是我认识的那个人。
而我也不应该那么傻那么单纯。
我承认，对于你，我很情绪化。
可是，我对你们还有选择吗？
我终于知道，朋友是这样的。
只是，我越来越不快乐了。
想起以前的日子，疑惑着...
为什么我的人生阶段那么类似？
每一段都包含了我不快乐的想法。
从小学到大学，我也接近二十。
然而朋友的定义又是什么？
原来，我就是那么一文不值。
我永远只能做你们的候补。
我却得当作什么都没发生过。
我也必须当作没有一回事。
一直以来，我真心地付出。
今天，我终算看到了回报。
我难以释怀，心却痛得辛苦。
多么希望这一切都只是一场梦。
可是，你的决定让我惊醒过来。
是你从头到尾都没有尊重我。
我在哪里都不重要，甚至渺小。
我只是你们生活里的一颗棋子。
我对你确确实实地改观了。
你不再是我认识的那个人。
而我也不应该那么傻那么单纯。
我承认，对于你，我很情绪化。
可是，我对你们还有选择吗？
我终于知道，朋友是这样的。
Sunday, August 1, 2010
First Time in My Life
I feel nervous now. Why? That is my first time in my life... And I'm gonna to give you my first time on this Wednesday. WTF... How ridiculous? I haven't ready yet but the time is so rush. And you said it must complete on Wednesday. So, what can I do? Be prepared? Run away?
Of course, I choose to be prepared. Don't think too much. To get my marks in assignment, I must fight for my first presentation in my life which is going to give you, UTAR and my Financial Accounting Framework 1's tutor. =.=
Of course, I choose to be prepared. Don't think too much. To get my marks in assignment, I must fight for my first presentation in my life which is going to give you, UTAR and my Financial Accounting Framework 1's tutor. =.=
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