My brother was grew up!

I went back last week, since I had 2 weeks never go back already. My mum was not at home. She went to Singapore for her job. And my sister... She started to work finally!! She stayed at home for don't know how many days, how many months or how many years already. Haha... And now she is staying with my aunt at Teluk Intan for working.

My brother had fever when I reached home. "What doctor said?" I asked him. "Normal fever only. Taking medicines now..." He spoke to me softly. I was walking around my house. Not bad! Even my house had no any girl or woman nowadays, my house still tidy and clean. I can't imaging that, 2 males could take care of the cleaness of the house.My brother did all the houseworks! And he is only 15 years old and 10 months now.

He mopped the floor. I almost fall down because of the slippery floor. He actived the washing machine to wash all the clothes, included my T-shirts and pants also. He folded all the clothes. He knew how to keep all the things. He did everything. Once again, he did all the houseworks!! My dad had to work. He had not enough time to take care of my brother. So my brother went to school by bicycle, went to tuition by bicycle. He took breakfast and lunch alone at outside, I think. Sometimes, he took the meals at home to save money. On Friday, even his was sicked to have the fever, but he still attended all the classes, went by himself on bicycle. For me, I will skip the classes you know?

He heard to me. He did revision on his study. He would ask me if he faced some problems. He seldom take pocket money from my dad. On Sunday morning, I took him went for breakfast. I paid with RM50. "Why don't tell me just now? I have small cash ma..." He said. "Never mind la... The money have to be used also." I told him. Even he seldom get the pocket money from my dad, he still think to pay for me.I felt heart-touched. He changed a lot. I could see that... Before I started my journey went back to KL, I told him. "Study hard ah... If you need money, just tell me." "Emm..." He answered me. Then he helped me to put the things into my car.

My brother started to grow up. He really became obedient. I think my dad will be very happy. I felt satisfied because he became mature. I think he started to know how to take care of himself without the help of anybody. And I will appreciate what he did during the period of 3 females were not at home. I m proud of you, brother. Thanks a lot, brother.

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On Monday morning, I woke up so so so early. Everyone was same with me la... Our purpose was to check our AS Level result! I checked SY's result first. And I told her result by sms. She was shocked and called me immediately. Yea, she got a good result. "Really? Really or not?" She asked me the same question don't know how many times already. Haiya... SY, I will not lie to you de la... Relax a bit! Haha... I think she was shouting in the LRT at that time. Malu la... Please don't shout in the LRT next time. If not, Ah Gong Ah Mak will be shocked because of you leh! Haha... And I got a normal result. Ok la... But I don't really satisfy with the Maths. I expected a higher gred for my Maths. WTH... So sad about this. Well... It was passed.

That day, JC, SL, SY, CL and me went to sing k at Sg. Wang for celebration. After that, we went for a movie--Overheard. Quite satisfied with the movie. Well... We faced some problems when we back. Only a bit error la... Sorry, SY. I never think about something. And I... Yea, I felt sorry to you. Sorry to SY and sorry to everyone...

SY had explained to me at night. But I still wan to say sorry lo... The next day morning, SY came to my house. We talked a lot about the incident. Emm... Let it pass ba...

I haven't tell my dad about my result. Give me some time. I will explain to him de. I m going to stop here. And stop "ordering" me please... I m tired.

无知与成熟

有时候，有些事情，
都有很多很多的可能性。
每当我们选择相信其一时，
都会跟着自己的感觉走下去。
但是后来才发现，
自己的想法比别人的多绕了一大圈。
尝试慢慢地走到终点，
却发现已没有机会走出来。
就这样，时间被浪费了。
精神与努力也被消耗了。
自信心也随着破碎了。
人大了，压力也自然多了。
不是每个人都能克服压力，
但是每个人都能寻求快乐。
活在压力的世界中，
其实快乐也是存在的。
每个人往往都说自己有压力，
那是因为他们拥有负面的想法。
为什么别人一开始就想到了，
而我却还在原地呢？
为什么我选了这条路，
但后来才知道我错了，
而别人的那条路才是对的？
我不断想了又想，
才知道不是观察力的问题，
而是自己做的努力不够好。
从头到尾，我只是在敷衍自己！
我自认思想已经成熟了，
其实最无知的是我自己。
所谓“人生短短几十年”，
我的时间也不多了。
我无法预知自己什么时候离开。
但我却还有许多未完成的任务。
我决定在我离开前达成我的目标。
所以，我应该学习成熟了。


p/s:如果你知道我所表达的真言，希望你与我一同努力。谢谢。