Once I back home, my buttock haven't stick on the chiar. And you keep asking me all the stupid questions.You know that I don't like this kind of questions. Where I went? Where I overnight? Hey... I just want to say only once, and I don't want to repeat anymore. What kind of attitude you had? I'm your daughter but you don't even believe me? You never respect me at all...
I'm going to 20 soon. But how you treat me? You thought that I'm still 3 years old? Or 13 years old? I have my own privacy too. I have my own opinion. But... When you gonna to hear me? You cut down my freedom, even my right of speaking. You wanted me to do this and that. But what is your reaction when I tell you about my demand? Just a simple request, and you try to ignore me. Would you know my feeling?
You are the one who made me lost the feeling to this house. You are the one who made me hate this home. You don't even let me expressing my voice. I lived for so many years. And I have my own mind but you don't even know what is that. This is because you never care about me. What you care? You should know abuot that. I can't stand it anymore. I just want my freedom and privacy back.
For this period, I don't demand anything from you. But... Please do respect me. I need my privacy so much since it was a part of my life. I just want to tell you that I know what am I doing anywhere and anytime. I'm very clear about that. I will tell you if I feel that it is the time to tell you all. Please trust me and my mind as well. Don't worry, I won't make you disappointed. I just need my freedom back.
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